Zoe's genderless(?) representation was a bit disappointing I knew there would be mentions of exploring gender in the book and I got excited but it was mid as hell!!! it was just about exploring "maleness" in terms of sexual chemistry and desires with partners...ummm....i mean i guess it makes sense that thats the only context its in bc this whole book is about the narrator moping over xu but idkkk... » Continue Reading
Got to read a good chunk today! I'm exactly at the halfway point now with only 10 letters left to read :D I wish I could savor the book more in more chunks on separate days now that I've gotten into it because it's really nice urggjrg but I have to finish reading it by tomorrow or early Wednesday so I can finish making my presentation Notes so far. » Continue Reading
yay! pretty happy with this! wouldve done more if it wasnt so late and hate my fuckass dad now the whole fucking house smells like cigarettes like im going to bed soon r u srs omfg i hate him sm and then i hate how he just stands there after i literally told him that im ab to go to sleep like wtf do u want me to do???? andf then he always asks stupid college questions its » Continue Reading
I didn't start doing work until like 30 minutes ago but I don't feel that bad because it's because I took a nap and looked at go stuff Not doomscrolling does wonders even if u still dont do work!!!!! stanford essays due on thursday...idk if i can make it...maybe i could? idk it doesnt sound too bad tbh!!! i want to live life with more energy and inspiration this is kind of cringe but watching hika... » Continue Reading
Gonna submit by UCs after I wake up......grggg............ I've been so obsessed with Hikaru no go...I remember having an obsession over it last year too around this time?? This time i actually want to try finishing it....The art is so good and the characters are so cute.... This is gonna sound cringe asf but theyre so ghhgyughhh inspiring ghhgh....I have to become Akira and rise and grind everyda... » Continue Reading
All I can say is it was really heavy and painfully intimate and realistic I spent like 4 hours ever since I woke up just playing around with roms on my phone after figuring out delta was released in the app store I was mainly just messing around with whatever random ds games I could find like the mcdonald training game thing and some pokemon romhacks I played when i was younger I ran into he fucke... » Continue Reading
Drew this on the day I switched to a new binder! I felt good and I felt my lungs and heart felt closer together or something it was nice though like a tight hug kind of thing » Continue Reading
I watched I Saw the TV Glow with my GSA members today! I've watched queer films before but theyre all mlm and wlw I dont recall watching a trans related movie so this was probably my first Originally was gonna watch Boys Dont Cry but I heard bad stuff ab it so...ermm....probably wont watch mlm and wlw movies are surprise surprise are all centered around relationships and while I can relate to som... » Continue Reading