It's almost an hour before our flight. I'll probably get a window seat so yay. It was a good choice to wear my sweater instead of my usual cropped top plus jacket combo. It's cold here at the airport. But it's not freezing cold courtesy of the hundreds of warm bodies keeping the air pleasantly toasty. But still cold. I'm surrounded by millenials and gen xers so wish me luck on that. I've finally f... » Continue Reading
It's been a little over a week since I started my second year of college and first year as a Psychology major. I'm pretty excited and happy but anxious since my first two subjects for this cycle have group work and I have to take the last five subjects of the semester over October to December, which is a relatively short period of time for that much material. I'll just have to make the most of my ... » Continue Reading
I realized something about the way I see other people. I don't like calling people ugly. I believe the saying that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I think everyone is beautiful in their own way and it may sound impossible but this also took me a few years to realize and accept. It's just so weird that I think everyone around me is beautiful in their own right but me. Everyone is within my st... » Continue Reading
I've never read any of Jane Austen's books but I'm a big fan of her literature because of their film adapations. My personal favorite is the 2005 adaptation of Pride and Prejuidice. I didn't have to have a deep understanding of "elite" English to get what was happening on the screen. The dialogue was absolutely stunning as well as the cinematography. The part where Darcy's hand twitched after hold... » Continue Reading
I just noticed something about the Harry Potter Series. Just a quick note that I'm not a reader and all the stuff that I know about it are from the movies so I probably missed something that's from the books. But this is kinda bothering me so I'll just post it. It was said in the last film that the reason Harry was the owner of the Elder wand was because he disarmed Malfoy in the first part of the... » Continue Reading
I sometimes wonder what would've happened if my parents won the gene lottery when they were pregnant with me. If I had a symmetrical face. If I grew up knowing I looked good instead of just being aware that I wasn't ugly but I wasn't gorgeous either, I was just average. It's one of those days where I imagine being born with a good face. With good features. With something that I didn't have to cons... » Continue Reading
In just a year, I feel like I've experienced more than one kind of hopelessness. The first was after my grandmother's death. Things seemed to have gone downhill from that point. My grades bombed, I was spending money I didn't have, and I was just, overall, doing a shitty job at getting my shit together. I eventually woke up from that, for lack of a better word, state I was in. I didn't realize it ... » Continue Reading
I have come here today to beg on my knees for show/film makers and writers to make their main characters as drop dead gorgeous as their villains. There are many benefits if they do so and I, like the humble story consumer that I am, will list all of it down for them. Reason 1 Your demographic will appreciate it. Think about it. Loki? Malfoy? Hannibal? What do these characters have in common? Think... » Continue Reading
I've always loved sunsets and drives during the night. A very specific sense of peace wraps around my mind during those times, either while I watch the sun disappear into the horizon or as I watch cars and buildings light up the night as I zoom pass. One of the main reasons why I want to learn how to drive. The cherry on top for it all is the right song. Since I was young, I've always associated s... » Continue Reading
I don't often have strong feelings for a show. But for some reason, my mind decided that Hannibal was an extreme exemption. Since I finished the show in March, it has never left my head once. Not in the "I think about it in every waking moment of my life and even in my sleep" type of way but more of a shadow looming over me. It's there but it doesn't disrupt my daily life and only interacts with m... » Continue Reading
Well, this is unfair. I've spoken about aunt2 so often in my blogs that when I recall an incident where she hurt me, I immediately need to write it down for the sake of my mental well-being. But this time, it's a bit different. Because the usual resentment I have when I write about her is replaced by this undying guilt or more accurately, paired up with it. Aunt2 and I had a pretty safe start. She... » Continue Reading
This is the second time I've felt this way after drinking coffee. Specifically, at night. Maybe that's what's causing it. Basically, instead of feeling high off of the caffeine, I feel really unbearably down instead. It's weird. I feel like I've felt like this throughout the years, just not as bad as these last two instances. It's like feeling every bone in your body but instead, you feel every si... » Continue Reading