It's been a little over a week since I started my second year of college and first year as a Psychology major. I'm pretty excited and happy but anxious since my first two subjects for this cycle have group work and I have to take the last five subjects of the semester over October to December, which is a relatively short period of time for that much material. I'll just have to make the most of my time with two subjects and prepare myself mentally for the second half of this semester. I'm still pretty happy.
It was such a relief when I finally cut ties with my old course; left the group chats, said my farewells to specific people, and cleaned out my chat app to make way for new conversations. It was such a satisfying thing to do. I do know that I still have a lot to do in terms of adjusting like getting myself added to Psychology-related group chats but I'll worry about that after my vacation. I'm going with aunt2 so you best believe I'm going to harden my mental resolve for the next few days that I'm out of the city; for my patience and sanity and for any group work that I have to do during the vacay. And before any of you judge me for having such an ill-scheduled vacation, this was planned way back during early June. I kind of dug my own grave back then and was a bit misty eyed at the promise of being able to go to a place that I've always wanted to go to for a long time and saw it as a reward for all the bullshit I put up with during the last few months of that semester.
Nevertheless, I've prepared as much as I can. I have my clothes, bought new ones, did what was expected to me in one of my group works, and began building mental forts for any worst case scenario that might be thrown at me while I'm away. I'll probably continue to blog about my stay just as I did during my outing back in April. It was relaxing then. I'll hope that it can provide the same effect this time.
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