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Category: Life
it is like i feel that i am falling in a cliche and it is really embarrassing to see how i have taken such a heavy fall here. until others made me notice, i didn't realize that yet again i spent this summer deep into the immobility of my complex feelings and lack of everything for things that i couldn't control and most of them of which i could it's embarassing to see everything falling down, it ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
cars make me sick. or anything that is a transportation method. something something sickness and fragile organs... i don't think anyone is able to think of anything while they're vomiting, or trying not to, for that fact. I'll be so dazed, that my pupils will dilate and i will forget the own conscience of self. I do that a lot of the time. I went on trips but i wonder if that ever leaves any lasti... » Continue Reading
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Category: Automotive
I had already realized that i am a weird person and i owuld never fit into the social standards of what society actually deems as normal, and i had decided that i was so cool with that i actually enjoyed it. I had tried to interfere and get under to try and be a part of 'society' (this sounds so creepy like im saying im a neet or somehting but its kinda not a lie) and then i just reisgned and acce... » Continue Reading
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Category: Automotive
Unresolved trauma really leans to make bad choices, along with bad choices the regret and the paranoic feelings of it. Perpetually in fighting mode, trying to keep myself safe in a useless way that I know will be useless when I get manipulated the right way. Who doesn't feel their heart triggering in nervousness and bad thoughts when the triggers of pain start up?? I am conscious of my situation a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
my mind is fuzzy to truly remember but i havent logged in since about the start of april or something. then, some days went and now my mind finally filled up with the pushing feeling to catch up, it's not like i just started to fall out of interest already from this tremendously fleeting website that is mainly just a nostalgia grab where people come for like at 2 months or less give or take and th... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
also how do you truly handle with that... fucking you over. I don't get what's truly clear of that and me but i don't understand how to handle it because that did it. deciding to pull that trigger and now everything is broken but i don't understand in which way no easy healing close to that in a situation like this and watching while you drown from a cage at the shine of that doesn't seem any fun... » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
So, recently I started to touch my 3ds once again... and by recently I mean yesterday or so. Either way it's super fun because just the thought of playing feels nice and cozy for some reason. I don't really use my 3ds that often but I think I am gonna play more because I actually decided to pick it up and play and it was so fun I spent so much hours on animal crossing and playing tomodachi life a ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
so like......... once i do it right cuz okay internet i'm gonna confess and i'm gonna confess it publicly like that makes it any better so it's gonna b super awkward and weird but yea i'm super depressed!! and it's hard to get through even if i do productive things or don't procrastinate, because i realized that i don't even feel happy when i'm actually living. I feel frustrated and horrible recen... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i'm crashing fucking out like crashing out badly kinda but not really i'm being exaggerated but i was starting to have werid feelings even if i'm calming down but i don't really care but I CAN'T STOP... i can't stop feeling like once again i've been used in some sort of way, probably a ghost worry but i'm being so ridiculous now cuz my mind decided to play imposter once more and make me worry. It'... » Continue Reading
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Category: Automotive
Hiii ppl from space hey!! :33 today I'm getting back on track onto the usual femme self... I don't have much to say about this but I really liked this outfit, I went for a little walk to the park and took a lot of silly pictures too!! yay!!~ ⋆˙⟡♡ Lots of silly pictures at the » Continue Reading
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Category: Automotive
Hii space hey people! Today I'm gonna try to be a cute boy ish boy. Sort of... one of the good things to having a big brother is that i can secretly go to his wardrobe! I felt a bit nervous but it was really fun. Sooooooo this is our first picture!! first of all, it felt so odd to try and start posing in 'boyish' ways or masculine... but it's not like it was bad!! lol, it felt so fun doing » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Sometimes, I wish that I was a man. (I don't mean this in the I feel like I'm in the wrong body or something) I'm going to make a disclaimer that I'll talk about gender, because as a whole the concept of g » Continue Reading
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