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So, recently I started to touch my 3ds once again... and by recently I mean yesterday or so. Either way it's super fun because just the thought of playing feels nice and cozy for some reason. I don't really use my 3ds that often but I think I am gonna play more because I actually decided to pick it up and play and it was so fun I spent so much hours on animal crossing and playing tomodachi life a little and also doing outfits on style savvy. It's really fun, I think in my head the 3ds has became a cozy space because the games are associated with really good memories so it makes me feel safe.
then, I guess that this gives it a place in my unhealthy coping habits, which are maladaptive daydreaming or sleeping all day long so I can avoid my emotions and problems. Playing on my 3ds feels really fun and maybe I can be stuck for hours in a way that makes me forget about the outside world for a moment and my problems so I'm glad it's soothing in some sort of way
I wanted to say sorry beforehand to anyone that reads this and is very disappointed by me, knowing I've said so much things about wanting to get better but crumbling so easily, it's like I've really made no effort so I'm sorry for turning so weird like this
not actively trying, trying sometimes, dubious. Today I also fell asleep all day long. I obviously felt like I missed out on something but it just felt blank in the most blank way possible. I just slept. Okay, probably there's better things I should be doing but playing on my 3ds was so much fun I didn't really do anything 'productive' today...
I started trying to decorate my animal crossing house again and I think it's so cute because it consists of the mermaid set and I love that set it's very very cute and soft and in my house it feels really calming. I have a macaron vinyl player that plays stale cupcakes so it gives a feeling of soft familiarity mixed with melancholy in my head or something
I have another floor filled of pompompurin things and I spent a lot of time in tortimer island playing minigames in order to get another piece of the mermaid series so congratulate me...
and uhh so at least there's a crumble so i'll leave a doodle here thank you
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francis, fran
cute drawing and awesome house honestly.
i've been playing a lot of roblox lately, that's been my mini escape. i don't have much time for it but when i do, i play this shooter game where i fly around super fast and parkour off of floating walls and stuff to get people... super brain rotting though. sometimes i play american truck sim and simulate being a commercial truck driver driving through some of the states...
but most of the time i just lay around and listen to music. and fantasize about writing music and lovers that don't exist.
i hate the constant fight to make my life less bummy and then just collapsing and falling into bad habits. it's honestly like a real fight, where a wrong move doesn't just prevent you from winning but it also hurts you a great deal and decreases your chances of winning. life is like that now, just fishing for a perfect combo that doesn't exist.
some people have the expectation that if only you try a bit you can be happy. this is just the greatest lie i have been told in my life and it's made me feel so shitty about myself when in reality i think it's just nearly impossible to find happiness.
i hope these words can mean something to you.
Jegg
AWWW OMG UR HOUSE IS SO CUTEE!!!!
AAAUAGGGUUGHH
OMG AND I LOVE STYLE SAVVY!!! uggghhh to live in the early 2010s as a kid playing games on the ds eerggrggg....
I didn't have a 3ds but I had this silver 2ds that i used to play on all the time when I was younger!!! I remember playing a lot of pokemon games and also cooking mama lolll...the 2ds broke a long time ago though so sadly I can't play on it but I got an emulator on my phone a few months ago and it's been such a good escape from things from time to time!! it definitely is not the same as having a handheld device, but theres something about the nature of ds games that make me feel like im in a cozy safe space like u said! lowk playing pc games feel so overstimulating sometimes ggughh especially multiplayer ones...
reading through this post really made me miss my 2ds though ergrhuygh
Ughhh it’s so funny the emulators definitely make up for it but I just ended getting up the real deal about 5 years ago because I felt like the games played better on the own console so yeah also there’s the nice plus of customizing it physically and the menus too..
But either way playing the games is just so fun I’m glad I have this console and the ps vita I gotta hack my ps vita again or something I love playing project diva on it and style savvy is SOOOO MUCH FUN it’s totally my style of game it literally haves a skirt I have in real life and I should try cooking mama for once I have never but I have tried this game hello kitty magic kitchen and it’s kinda like a rhythm game but making food and it’s so fun
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