Everyone is a liar.

(This is a vent)

Everyone around me is just... they all have purpose to talk to me. Nothing is real, all the friendships are never real, they were never real.

They all seek to see me for reasons, for their benefits, their needs, their desires.. EVERY. DAMN. TIME. I'm tired of it. Mom's words are even worse, just to think of it!

"Oh [name]?, She used to brag about how she want to get breast surgery. Maybe that's why she looked at you like that."

"You're beautiful. I doubt there're so many people want to marry you, so you should start acting pretty!"

"Ohhh! It's alright, sweetie! He used to hold you when you were toddler, that's why he stared at you like that. He must've been waiting to see you all grown up."

"You're lucky to get all the good genes from me. You better bring honors to this family."

"Your father's boss is coming to have some party, you need to dress up for him."

"It isn't their fault. It's because of how pretty you are. It's all on you."

"Can't you look pretty for mommy?"

"Just be pretty."

WELL I GUESS EVERYONE JUST WANT TO FUCK ME.???

They're just fucking selfish and STUPID... They will say that I'm just showing off and is bullying them for even talk about this..  never being so careful.. never need to always guard up..

Never have to be aware of people around them.

Nothing is real. All friendships I made in elementary school? Fake. Those family events that you join and "have fun"? Also fake. It's just to show off how successful you are while I being left out because I'm the youngest. Until I grow up little more and then they just make me a center of the whole world and always ask "How are you so cute?" "What's your secret?" LIKE ALL 24 OF YOU GUYS NEGELECTED ME FOR 13 YEARS THEN SHOW UP OUT OF NOWHERE. YOU ALL ARE DEAD TO ME, FUCK THIS FAMILY.

TF DO YOU MEAN "It's because you're too young and not mature enough to talk so we avoid you." NO. SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Now you know why I'm such a lone wolf. I can't even catch a break.

Thanks to you, MOM. It's such a nice joke, now I still never have any friend.

I'm pretty exhausted, and also stressed out. (with trust issue).