I have to lock in (again)

I don't even know the category this should be, but it's my life so why not?

Economy sucks and I'm closer to one year before college too. Everyone in my family are also fucking old, mom got more sickness now while dad got older plus feels sore often and my brother is useless as shit. That means... I have to work EVEN HARDER than I used to.

So NOW I have to sell my pastries again, get in more extra classes than I did last year for college, find a THIRD part time job, all this WHILE I self study every 3am before school to get all GPA 4, exercise for strength to take care of mom AND dad, and ALSO try to get a good profile for portfolio for college too.

MotherFUCKER, I'M JUST A TEEN. COME ONNNN GO EASY ON ME PLEASEE

I already know this year is going to be VEERRYYYYYYYYYY exhausting. 

If I don't save up enough money, I can't get out of this hellhole. And I need to get into college for my dream job, but I'm still in hesitation about what mayor should I go for between psychology and political science. 

School is about to open in a few weeks and I already feel tired. Dammit.