PICS AND VDOS AT SCHOOL!! + VENT BOUT MY BROTHER >:((( (TW:bad words.)

Gotta start with vent first.

So, I was eating my bean soup (that does not sound appetizing but it's good enough), and then my mother mentioned going to family karaoke party (I always hated that damn family event, no- I hated every family events with my mother's side of the family.). I declined nicely and somehow... my BROTHER was there. He was NOT letting me go, so he tried to have an "adult conversation" with me, then it slowly turned into an argument. He kept glaring at me like I murdered someone and started going on about how I'm so childish for wanting to have some time for myself and that I would NEVER grow up to be a real person. He said something like "Lone wolfs are bullshit, those are just losers with social anxiety." (I never said that I was a lone wolf, but okay??) or just "If you can't even handle just small group of people, how are you going to survive in a work environment??".

Like- bitch??? At least I'm the only one in this family who has a real fucking job, and I'm not an adult, I'M A TEENAGER!! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN??? I'M 15!!!!! AND YOU'RE 20 YEARS OLD. YOU NEVER EVEN HAVE A FUCKING JOB. NOT EVEN A FREELANCER. AND YOU'RE TELLING ME ABOUT "WORK ENVIRONMENT". OH PLEASE...

And like... TF do you mean "small group of people", we're talking about group of more than 23 adults here, including you (not me though, I'm not an adult, duhh). And to be honest, the amount of people I have to talk with in my shift only for 1 day, is a LOT more than all of your friends combined. Why's that?? Oh maybe because I work in a DAMN MALL ON WEEKENDS?? 

Damn... I can't imagine myself being a 20 years old jobless, bitchless, stinky smartass, skinny, ungrateful, dirty ass looking loser who still lives off their parents in their 60's, lives in their room all day and night only to come out for food, facing a computer all fucking day, no socializing with ANYONE in the house, no resume and still think they're a genius because they graduated from a country top high school... like 3 years ago... (I tutored him to get there when I was almost 10 I think). That shit's crazy asf... (ㆆ_ㆆ)

Anyways... NOW ABOUT MY PICS AND VDOS AT SCHOOL!! >_<

Link here!

Photo+Videos from school on exam day!

First pic.

This is actually a picture from the day before, but I LOVE the light in this picture so MUCH!!!! AHHH!! >_< I just want to show you this one.

Second pic.

My mother wanted to decorated the tree with lights and turned it into a Christmas tree. I WANNA SHOW YOU THE FULL COLOR OF THIS PICTURE SO BADD!!! But this still looks pretty, thought it gives different vibes. I still love it. (╥︣﹏╥)

Third pic.

I was doing my very last work before a short new year school break, and I accidently turned my head to look at the basketball field next to me on my right side. I always know that the basketball field looks very beautiful in the morning, but today it just feel different... everything seems brighter today. A nice cool wind going through me, the light brightening right in front of my eyes... sounds of a flock of birds, silents with only sounds of leaves on the trees. It's so peaceful, I wish it's always like this in the morning. ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ

Forth pic.

The building on the right in a building only for English Program students only!≧ω≦  We called it EP building. (E is for English and P is for Program), we sometimes call them special program kids. Well, the specials have their own library, their own art classrooms, dance classrooms, computer rooms, 3D printer, their own classrooms, their own lockers, probably anything in this school all mushed up into a one building. Oh yeah they have the cleanest restroom in the whole school too ( ͡❛  ͟ʖ ͡❛). I met a friend I knew from school that was on this program too, she said that she liked the school regular library more because she liked it better, I've never seen the EP building's library before, but she promised me to give me a tour... People really want what they don't have, huh? (❛̀  ͟ʖ ́❛)

Fifth pic.

This is the picture of my classroom that I had exams in! Everyone just left so I decided to take a photo, I didn't want to accidently get anyone in the photo without their permission because that's gonna be disrespectful. There're older seniors and teachers in there too, so I didn't want to take the risk. When I turned the digital camera on, there's one older senior heard the sound and took a peak of it, she just smiled back because it's... just a handy camera? Nothing serious, but at least nobody paid attention. I'm happy about it. (≧◡≦)

The exams weren't really that hard to me, I left the room all normal while my classmates were freaking out... ಠ_ರೃ maybe not telling them about how you completed all the exams in time while they didn't finish the other 15 questions and missed two pages of writing in all the 30 questions with 3 pages of writing exams is a good idea.  O_o

Sixth pic.

This is the school's pond! They actually called it... Lotus pool...:=\  It's not really a pool since you can't swim in it, but there's no better word for it in the native language, so yeah. But I really love the peace here, I love all the quiet and peaceful places in the school facility. Especially the Lotus pool =^.^=. It's very quiet here, very few students come to have their lunch alone or do works. They're just weirdo like me, maybe.

First video.

This jus just the sound of the pond, sometimes I just come here alone just to sit and do... nothing. Yes, doing absolutely nothing can be a hobby! a good hobby too. Well, anything can be a hobby, there's no one stopping you, right? I love coming here when it rains, there's a huge tree that can shelter the rain for you (not 100% but a lot). I like sitting under the tree, watching the rains falling onto the surface of the water in the pond and leaves of the bushes around, the sound of the rains, the cold breeze of the rain around me, the sight of it too... I just love rain so much.

Second video.

They are my friends at school! And I called two big fishes in the pond "Mr. Black" and "Mr. Orange" because one of them is more orange and another one is more black (I meant color on their fish scales ಠ_ಠ.) They have a lot of baby fishes in the pond too, there're even rare fishes in there. Sometimes, I like to come here alone to share my school mini mart bread with them, or just share to the pigeons too. They're nice most of the time. It clears my head off from stress. Having animal friends feels good. 

Seventh pic.

I rarely eat lunch in a school cafeteria because of how crowded it is, but today the library was very loud because students decided to stay just for the sake of talking in the room with air conditioners. But it's a good thing, I met a girl I knew and we started talking. We talked about how we both didn't want to take science midterm exam and world domination. I shared my chicken nugget with her too. There was a lot of laughter between both of us. I recently just cut my hair two days ago, so I just let it go and chill. We had a good company, and in the end we got to have a walk together. She promised me to give me a tour in the EP building, can't wait for the midterm week to be over.  (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞ ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜)

Eight pic.

A kitty!≧◉◡◉≦

  There are a lot of cats in the school, and I love their company a lot, a lot more than with people... hehe.. They are just so peaceful, make me feel at ease. I really should buy cat food or maybe goal milk for them next time, maybe we'll get along little more.(≧◡≦)

So yeah, this is a VERY, VERY long blog. I spent like an hour writing this, and while writing, my mother gave me a CHRISTMAS STICKER COLLECTION!!!!≧✯◡✯≦  It's so cool! (Shout out to mom, the cool middle age woman I both hate and love. Nobody gets to hate my mom but me btw). Anyways, gotta go sleep now. Good night! ^_^Zzz