I would like to really just travel to a town no one knows about venture around. Someone that thinks like myself hey no one is around. Lets venture into that huge house. Someone who wouldn't care to get lost in a town no one knows about or abandon houses that are around. There is house after house. Nest in. Stay for a bit. Look around of course. Don't you hat » Continue Reading
Tim? Jessica? Did you wanna come with me guys? Tim "Where to?" Me : "You got the car, lets just ditch this place. Say fuck it and see what some small town brings us and I don't know fck it, see how it goes" Jessica "We have nothing here. Nothing it would be no loss to go somewhere else to find something worth while? Don't you think Tim?" Tim "Ahhh, you know there is nothing, I think we all ar... » Continue Reading
https://youtu.be/Zh5IfH9PW9M?si=91C-AeceymjQyyRk Check out the trailer....looks like it will be a good one. I will be in it. This is my first official movie although I have done some before and they just never came out. BUT - this one will - they even have pre - order HQ versions for BluRay. Just look it up! :P I have a small role and currently working on doin » Continue Reading
I seen a quote online that was a joke but almost felt true "when guys get depressed no one cares" the double standard of today. I am not doing too well - I hate that so many things in my life are uncertain - slow income - slow everything. Not to mention my love life is pretty much ...well I dont have one as of current. I just feel no one really cares to dig my jam.... I am in such a lonely plac... » Continue Reading
Third times the charm? Not quite. I wonder if we will sell the house again after the third. WHAT ARE THE ODDS of this HAPPENING again?! It did. During this time, it was during the winter. The months where most of us struggle with being depressed due to being inside too long because of the colder weather. I broke. I cracked. Looking back I wish someone would have saved me. I am not gonna lie. ... » Continue Reading
Everything I knew was basically was in the country. Growing up I had lived in the middle of no where for quite sometime. Now, looking back I think one of the main big reasons for moving in 2017 was to maybe see something else that was basically not in the middle of nowhere. Living in the middle of nowhere was tough. Having to drive 15 maybe 20 minutes to another town just to get simple things. It... » Continue Reading
For me, I am at a point where I did this before now realizing it while actually typing this! I figured hey, I moved on from these unhealthy people before (mostly people I grew up with when I was younger) it took me awhile before to process it all. Probably like a year or two before. I did take long breaks from my past buddy's then reconnect with years later. And it seems to be sadly things are no... » Continue Reading
So in my last one I was talking about Miss K, I will give her that nickname. The most wildest way we met is one of a kind. Miss K is someone I had on one of my socials and for the longest time she was always chatting with me from another town way far away. Hours and hours away from me. Never thinking we would meet. Now and then over I want to say a year she would message me and we would talk abo... » Continue Reading
Never did I think that some of the few little childhood friends would basically leave me stranded in the dark, I know I know, do you ever talk about anything besides barking? Let me say something first, I am going through a tougher time right now. And sometimes talking about it really does help and the people around me who are no longer friends cant really gab to them about it. If you are still h... » Continue Reading
I think every time I think of getting romantic, but a big part of me has been through the mill. And a BIG part of me goes....shoot we do that again and boom it might not workout. Some say, thats not the attitude to have, but sorry. I would rather avoid something major. In the long run. Building all that up for them just leave. iiii I am better off being alone. And even then how do I tell someone... » Continue Reading
After going through some research on some sites, I discovered this site and seen an article somewhere talking about this amazing website. My first thought was it is too good to be true. Turns out it wasn't and this place is actually kind of happening. To the creators of this lovely place, thank you for bring such a blast from the past type of energy back in my opinion. I donated what I could bec... » Continue Reading
Why I officially give up on my inner circle is pretty obvious. I made a blog before but I will write it again with better points of reference. Lately, all that I have going on in the past year I would figure some of these "friends" would eventually show their true colours. Not trying to sound cliche but when you really look at peoples actions, it speaks louder than words. So I am doing this fund... » Continue Reading