When you are just done with people and are at the phase of moving on!!

For me, I am at a point where I did this before now realizing it while actually typing this! 

I figured hey, I moved on from these unhealthy people before (mostly people I grew up with when I was younger) it took me awhile before to process it all. Probably like a year or two before. I did take long breaks from my past buddy's then reconnect with years later. And it seems to be sadly things are not getting any better for them. My heart wants the better for them and will always keep that energy out there for them .... but eventually you just gotta move on and close the chapter on that segment of my life and move on. 

Before when I did it I remember how freeing it felt. To let go of all that energy and realize sure it was lonely back then but I look back and go maybe it was for the greater good. Maybe if we did stay in constant touch I would maybe perhaps just be disappointed in our friendship over the years. 

Things have only gotten worst for them. 
As I have barked before. I think writing this helps me feel better inside consider they were once the people I turned to for friendship and to get things off my chest. Now I come here lol 


Long story, short. Just now, I realized I moved on from them before and I can do it again. Maybe after all this, in some sort of odd way maybe it was meant to be I reconnected with them to lose touch. 

I still have my 2017 moving story to do! 

Whoa, there is a lot in that one. It's gonna be a mega one. 

This is my last entry about talking about my past friends. 

I have officially inside have moved on <3 looking at life with a new outlook and getting rid of the garbage that is in it! 

Some I will miss like my child hood buddy's and other people I have ran into. But signs are saying move on. They never really cared. So it is really meant to be that I do move on. Find new friends, new goals and just start working on that. 


Good things don't come easy like friends. Scary knowing I have to start over in this department. Where do I go? Where do I begin? Starting all over with friends I have known for years then expecting those results with someone else. Long over due for me to move on. 

I don't know why it took me so long to not see all this. The not being loyal friends (the ones that were not have addictions) I guess I give up on the "guessing game" of what it all is. 

Waste of energy if you ask me. So why not put that energy into things I love and people that deserve it. I know I am not alone <3 I know I will make a bunch of new friends. 

Gotta be hopefully because if not, there really is nothing else after that. And being hopefully costs you nothing and gives you strength in KNOWING for sure it is gonna happen. A new change is what I need. New people and I am sure I will bump into them when the....time is right. 


Is that not always the case. Maybe along my journey's of doing other things maybe I will find people to click with. Who knows? I guess I will have to wait and see. But in the meantime....I will focus on myself and doing things that I need to get done. 

Gotta look at the bright side of things in those terms. AND I WILL!!! 
Sometimes I think you just get to a point where you put your hands in the air and say I am done. I cant take it no more and I am ready to move on from it and onto something bigger and better. Something else that doesn't always make me question are you on my team or not? 


Better cut the strings and move on. Ain't nothing wrong with walking away from people that don't even care and making room for people that do. 

A