It feels like the longer I live the more I change and the more I change the more uncomfortable I get with the fact that I do too, in fact, change, and will not just stay stagnant forever. I also think I just...need to sleep more... I've ordered a MIDI keyboard controller today and am happy about it. I'm expecting to get it this Monday. I'm hoping it'll get me to practice music some more, I'm excit... » Continue Reading
There is someone else out there who's just like me. Not exactly like me absolutely not, but we came from the same roots. There is only one person on this earth who I could say that about and I don't think Ill ever speak to them. There is someone out there who could possibly be someone who could understand me in a way nobody else could and I'm probably not going to speak to them. The odds of them e... » Continue Reading
Ah ha! It's been a while since I've done things and I think just sitting down and doing my main purpose on this gay earth is a good idea. Hello This weekend we were at a comic/anime convention in a big city near us, and it was really fun. Our friend's parents invited us, all expenses paid for, to stay in a little resort for two days as we went to the con all day on Saturday. It was a birthday gift... » Continue Reading
I am happy because today is my birthday. I haven't been around in a while and I'm groggy and disoriented but I'm playing final fantasy with my partner and I am content Here is a drawing I drew of me covered in blood! I hope everyone has a good day » Continue Reading
Hello! I'm putting more art here! I find myself really preferring uploading art here than anywhere else. I feel unsafe doing it anywhere else. So here is a display of my older art. I don't draw as much as I wish to... I just need ideas, really. » Continue Reading
I've made a few things with my hands recently here they are A block print of a catfish image I am really fond of, I might go back and refine some of the lines near the head and try and remove stray bits on the bottom text but otherwise I am happy with it, being my (personal) first shot a » Continue Reading
I recently finished reading one of Project Moon's written works, Distortion Detective . If you aren't familiar with Project Moon, they're a development team that worked on games like Limbus Company and Library of Ruina. They have their own restaurant. They... kind of exploded in notoriety due to the recent events surrounding their treatment of female artists... but I quit giving them mone » Continue Reading
"I don't have any passion that's marketable or will provide myself a good job. I love art, I love sharing the arts, I love getting other people to make art. I love music. I love talking about music. I love learning music. When I was younger I wanted to be a teacher. I think I'll pick that up again. Yeah. I'll be a music teacher. That sounds wonderful." » Continue Reading
I've bothered my partner enough today so I'm about to take my yearning for pretty clothes and dresses to the SpaceHey. Let's get some cunt. I'm so torn between wanting pretty dresses and knowing that until I fully formed my likes and identity, we've presented as masculine and never worn a dress for, like, ever. Like, as in my family and friends would actively go out of their way to point it out or... » Continue Reading
Disclaimer: I'm not sponsored in any way, I just want to try and help out anyone looking for some good, affordable earbuds, I guess. Or find a way to entertain myself. At the beginning of the month (September 2nd) I bought these earbuds off Amazon (I don't endorse using Amazon, but unfortunately I was tight on money at the time and it was cheaper on Amazon than the » Continue Reading
If you see this, please help me gather a list of still active forum sites! :] I want to gather as many internet forum sites as I can. Fun, interesting ones and ones centered around certain hobbies, fandoms, interests, etc- I just really miss the old days of going online and meeting a ton of people through forums and getting human interaction out of that rather than posting into the cold void of s... » Continue Reading
I usually only really pop up at night. Today we've had an on and off headache. It got better after a documentary break and some sketching, but the moment it turns night and I can hop on here and poke around it comes back in full swing, and to add onto it I can barely walk my legs are so sore from going insane at the arcade dance machines yesterday. Agony!!!! So I will be doing the best thing and g... » Continue Reading