"crying about it"
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Category: Romance and Relationships
me and my bf split for a bit and then got back together but in an open way. he tells me that other girls were able to make him cum from head... that he had raw sex with these girls too... it hurts me... I don't feel like he is truly attracted to me ... just because these girls were able to make him cum and recently I just haven't been able to ? I don't know if it's my insecurities prohibiting me f... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im drunk and my ex bf is being mean to me and this reminds me of back when I was living with my ex and I would rant about him on here. like I am an accomplished baby journalist who is going to get her masters and here I am ranting on an anonymous space hey account about her ex who she is currently still in contact with and opt with. aren't I pathetic, he cheated (he says he was taken advantage of ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I call it period week because its the week I take off my patch and expect my period. I hope im not pregnant. I know I am extremely sensitive right now but my boyfriend doesn't even try to make me feel better... commenting on my hair when he has no idea how I get it like this. my thing is I spare his feelings all the time but mine? and he always says he's joking but it doesn't feel like that. hones... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im hearing very differences reactions about my moving gout from her... I mean she told me she loved me and she was there for me but I don't know she seemed really hostile over text. but no matter what im not going back home. I. hate it here but I hate it there even more. at least this is giving me the skills I never had like dealing with less than standard roommates... my last roommate was a long ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I got an orientation on Saturday to be a host at this place. im really excited... but I think I've been tired. im just not used to being so dependent on a boy. and its wearing me down. throughout our relationship he always said it doesn't matter anyway because you're just going to leave like everybody else. and I've always wanted to prove him wrong so I stayed... and he's not abusive and he doesn'... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I got an interview to be a server at this little restaurant downtown and they pay pretty well too.i got another interview to be ballet downtown, and I had an interview today. the guys were cool I guess they told me to ask for josh but neither of them were josh and they were a bit out off by the fact that my instagram was private so I opened it because a lot of these late night spots have been aski... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
its a late night spot and honestly I hope I get it because I don't feel like looking for a job anymore. I mean I have one and I am starting a paid internship soon but I still need money so that I can get out of my boyfriends place. I was in the shower thinking about how shitty my life is I legit living in a three bedroom apartment with 5-6 men and the only reason im safe is because one of them is ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im just trying to keep my mind off of how mad I am at my boyfriend right now and I can't and now I guess this is the adult shit I was avoiding by not moving out but its okay I should only be here for the summer and out by august maybe even sooner if I get a little weekend job... people say you shouldn't go to bed upset but he's already sleeping... I just wish life didn't have to be like this... im... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
so my mom "kicked me out" and I finally gathered my shit after her telling me to get out time and time again and at first im having fun at my boyfriend's place but I realize that this isn't just some fun vacation but I actually need to be about my shit so I can leave... so I've been looking for night jobs or weekend jobs so I can get out of here... I hate to say this but I think im going to just k... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I guess I just need to vent I don't know this feels cool it feels like im on myspace in the 2000s. I hope Im not doing this life thing wrong I guess you could say im very hedonistic I like to indulge myself doing things I like and not really doing things I I don't like... but I will make sacrifices if I have to but mostly I still try to be myself within those confines... like within capitalism.. w... » Continue Reading
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