got an interview

its a late night spot and honestly I hope I get it because I don't feel like looking for a job anymore. I mean I have one and I am starting a paid internship soon but I still need money so that I can get out of my boyfriends place. I was in the shower thinking about how shitty my life is I legit living in a three bedroom apartment with 5-6 men and the only reason im safe is because one of them is my bf. my boyfriend cleans but its... to his standards... very lazy... like im really enjoying living with my boyfriend like he's fun and so far no major arguments but I cannot with the other guys I also don't know how they feel about me living here and that makes me uncomfortable. but they've been nice to me so far... one of them says the n word and he's not black... plus my clothes are still in plastic bags on the floor :( plus there's a lot of other dynamics at play that I just cannot deal. I mean I do think about going back to my moms all the time but these boys don't comment on my weight or who im fucking or how much money he's making and all that... none of that just calm I come home whenever I want I don't have to pay that much in uber fees like im saving money while Im here and have a social life... I can't wait to have my own place or at least a room I don't have to share a room with a man that's like omg... maybe once I start paying rent ill get back to you guys on how I am... I want to open up about my bfs bullshit but it mostly involves money but im not in the business to be telling people what to do with their money...