living with my boyfriend

so my mom "kicked me out" and I finally gathered my shit after her telling me to get out time and time again and at first im having fun at my boyfriend's place but I realize that this isn't just some fun vacation but I actually need to be about my shit so I can leave... so I've been looking for night jobs or weekend jobs so I can get out of here... I hate to say this but I think im going to just keep him happy if you know what I mean until I can get out... im trying to get hired at this strip club so I can leave sooner... I don't know it was fun at first and it still kind of is but he's not realistic and I hate that but I love him and its something we'll have to work through later down the road if we live together again... and my finsta is no longer safe because he knows the passcode to my phone but its like I told him why I won't accept his follow its where I go to be manic and crazy whenever he goes to ny... I guess he doesn't trust me... he needs to get over that im literally living with him like im not gonna sleep with another guy in your room im your apartment...  I know it might sound like im trying to convince you guys but he's not abusive just insecure... I wear whatever I want and go out as I please and he really wasn't even supposed to know about that page like nobody was I don't even follow friends on there its literally just an online diary... at least I have this to fall back on... I mean I should be more upset because its a really huge invasion of privacy but I don't put anything on there that he should be afraid of .... as im writing this im realizing we're going to have to have a talk a serious one because he shouldn't ever do that shit again...