i dont know why but if anyone happens to stumble across my blogs and yall see some depressing shit i DID NOT MEAN THAT SHIT BRO it was just jokes bro and if i deleted them i lied i never actually blogged anything like that i dont feel like scrolling down and deleting them ima be real » Continue Reading
i love bojack horseman i really do, but sometimes that shit puts me in a cationic state. im really saying this for myself, but if anyone is reading this and you feel like shit and need some movie or tv show or movie (like me) to depict how to feel because you can't convey it into verbal nonsense. just watch tinkerbell or something don't do that to yourself fr. » Continue Reading
i recently just got a little hiatus from smoking because apparently chronically chainsmoking cigarettes everyday actually affects your appearance. my skin got saggier and stretchier, my smile lines got literally 10x worse, and overall i look 6 years older. i currently keep my mirrors covered so i don't have to look at my face, which sounds depressing but it's for the best. my next couple blogs are... » Continue Reading
there's actually some acne scars on my face but you can't see it because i have shitty android quality and i ain't gonna lie to you i use a clear skin filter (it doesn't change my face structure i swear). » Continue Reading
i did my makeup for the first time in a minute to distract myself from the shitty trials of being stuck inside and being alone with my thoughts. but hey pink eyebrows are pretty fucking cool. » Continue Reading
yeah so i turned 20 exactly 11 days ago and i more or less still feel like im 19. so i still tell some people im 19, just to make myself feel young. i also happen to be in the worst depression of my life. so far 20 has been agonizing but it has to get better right. i mean, it has to get better. » Continue Reading
so like january is basically over and my birthday keeps getting closer and closer. i wish i didnt give so much of a shit about my birthday. from what ive been told most people get excited about turning 20. speaking of which it's gonna be my golden birthday or something but i really dont care. wish i was born in may instead of april but whatever. i wonder if ill legitimately cry on my special day. » Continue Reading