Okay, first of all, my art is ALWAYS posted on my Instagram @ xalien.shex I wanted to make that clear, since I can't figure out how to post it on here. It's all dark art, traditional, with some digital in the middle for fun. Okay, onto the life stuff... I met this guy, Ray, and I think I've talked about him on here before. I like him, not like, in love with him, but I like him. I may get with hi... » Continue Reading
OMFG...Do you remember Habbo? I play it again now and it's soooo much different. If u play it you can probably find me at tha coffee shop...Feel_The_Steele If you don't play I totally get it cause SHIT WENT DOWN when I played it at 12 yrs old...ya » Continue Reading
06/24/2022 I MADE A SONG !!! And, it isn't that great but I made a song damnit!! It was more of a demo of a demo , just to try things out. Now that I have a way to put my files together of each instrument I can finally actually make music on my own. I can pull a Trent Reznor and do all of the instruments myself, lol. If you want to hear my horrible song, you don't, I can email it to you. Just IM ... » Continue Reading
BLOG 06/21/2022 Happy Birthday Lana Del Rey!!! Without LDR, I wouldn’t know any of the stuff I do now. I love Van Halen cause of her, I found one of my biggest musical inspirations because of her, Bradley Nowell of Sublime. I can’t live without her, seriously. She is always in my life. She’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. Through written words and looks. As for daily life…I texted to as... » Continue Reading
BLOG 06/16/2022 I’m just living, I guess. I wanna go on a road trip. New York. Not the city though. I feel gross. Like, I wanna be someone else. But still myself. I haven’t skated in a while due to the heat. And I still play guitar. I met this guy, I’ll call him Ray. He’s so nice. He’s my first male friend who doesn’t just wanna bang me. FINALLY . A guy who’s nice. He likes when I talk about the t... » Continue Reading
Recently has been kind of weird. Lilith has been doing well, though. She's growing so fast, and plays fetch with me now. She has a little red ball with a bell in it and she'll bring it to me and I'll throw. I keep getting really angry for no reason. Or, someone will say something and then I'll get unbelievably angry. I might be losing touch with reality. Now I'm scared to look in the mirro... » Continue Reading
I haven't been on in a while. My brother got a cat and we've had to take care of her. She's crazy. Her name is Lilith. We were meant to take her for the vet today for vax and stuff but my mom won't get her bitchass up. She's been awful. She said I only keep her round to get what I want, implying I'd kill her or I have the ability to kick her out. She can't scare me anymore. I'm gonna do whatever... » Continue Reading
I don't think I'll do Top 5 LDR anymore. I'll do other musicians, just not her. Why ? Recently, as she's shown, I guess, disdain for being famous, it just doesn't feel right. I don't care if she wants to quit music, I don't care about what she does, because she is just another human like me. However, it is upsetting to see her at least seem upset. I know she's never liked being famous, and I kno... » Continue Reading
First off, is anyone else getting a glitch where it says you have a friend request, but doesn't show am account to go with it? And if you press accept all, then it ups your friends number, but still no account? Might get haCk3d soon then. We'll see. I wish I had skater friends. Being the only person you know who skates is so very depressing. And lonely. Nobody to grow and learn with, nobody t... » Continue Reading
I put a pause on my album ranking. I've been having a rough sleep schedule, and school isn't really a problem. It's also the music. Sometimes I'm not that into her. I can do singular songs that I am not a fan of, though. As in I'm not a huge fan of the band or artist and I know only one song or something. I just got a new Xbox 360. Well, it's used but it's new to me. I play Skate 3 and COD Black... » Continue Reading
12/31/2021 Friday Top Five Lana Del Rey Songs From: Paradise This is just my opinion on what I think are the top five from Paradise. I will do this twice a week. One (1) is the best, five is “the worst”... 1 Ride Why is it ranked this way? : This is mostly here, because of the video. The monologue she gives is extraordinarily beautiful. The visuals tell you another story that is hidden within the ... » Continue Reading
12/30/2021 Thursday I like my art dark and desaturated. I like things that might taste bitter like coffee, brussels sprouts, dark chocolate. I like when the sky turns yellow after a summer rain in the evening. I like when the sky turns pink after a snow in the winter evening. During summer, I like being in my bed all day, thinking about him, then getting up in the evening to do something. Final... » Continue Reading