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Category: Life
im so sick of hurting myself over the littlest things . icould be having a blast with someone and then the next day ill convince myself that theyre acting all weird around me. im so sick of it honestly lmao everyone has their friends and lives but everytime they leave me for someone else it just hurts so bad.which is stupid because i do that to others as well . the people i prefer to talk to pref... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
HELLO the phone law is very generous!! we can use our phones pretty much everywhere except in the classrooms! hell yeah!!!! im at lunch right now so i can talk about my day ! so far haha (ill update this when its over) so class wise it kinda Sucks. i have to sit with people i was once close with .auuughh… and i also have to deal with people bullying this one girl . which is a shame because she’s ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i get the things i want , they piss me off. i get the things i dont want , they still piss me off. i dont think i deserve anything until i get my emotions together . i have so many things i want and dont want but i do not need them . for instance , a boyfriend! i dont deserve one . i want someone to prefer me over everyone and everything! i dont deserve that either . i dont deserve anything . bec... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ive been told many times by many people that im lost . that i dont know what exactly it is i want . i guess that is true . i dont relaly know anything unless its something bad . but i think it was all in my head . ithink i made everything up . I dont really think anyone cares as much as i think they do . no one is out to get me im very irrelevant . and thats okay i dontreally want anyone caring so... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i dated 1 person online a few years ago which was great until i pretty much left them for someone irl. i dated that person for 2 years and we were on and off until i forced them to get with someone else due to me being insecure and passive. i then broke them up sometime around this year which resulted in his life being totally ruined. he was cheating on his gf with me but i seriously cannot blame ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I cannot stand it when I text someone and they just . dont respond until im actually doing something. Bonus points if they respond after a double text. like why even bother? texting people is already hard for me but youre just going to leave me be until im busy? i sit at home and do nothing All day for a big majority of days but the 1 time i do something its "oh hey jonie how are you!!!" like wtf!... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
for some reason me and my 50 thousand flaws have found it really difficult to accept someone else's flaws. which is really stupid because everyone ive felt this way towards actively improved themselves and have shown to be much better people. better than i couldve ever been. And this is 10x more stupid because whatever it is i dont like ive done it twice as much. and i havent changed a bit! im a H... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
the place i live passed this phone law stating phones cant be used in school . I didnt think Id be this would hurt me so much . ive only had it for almost 4 years now. i remember bragging about how i wasnt attached to my phone like everyone else was (i didnt get mine until i became a teenager while everyone else had theirs in elementary haha) but now i am Too attached. all my friends are behind a ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i dont want to throw my problems onto my friends and family. i dont know how to properly express my feelings anyways ESPECIALLY irl. making facial expressions, controlling my tone, whatever it is i suck at it. i think i am extremely oblivious in social situations as well. but socialization is so hard id rather do it behind a screen! euauhg!! and people love assuming who i am and what im feeling. i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
just now some lame-o unadded me because im "boring for not watching a lot of anime" Lol . and tbh i shouldnt really care but i really do . no one's added me on here in weeks and the few people who did only talked to me the day they added me. its like wtf ? ive been on this website for a year or 2 (deleted my account tho) and back then it was so much easier! someone adds you, they actually put effo... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
wowowowow ! im in the car right now after leaving a theatre to see the wiz ^__^ it was really good! this was pretty much my first time watching the wizard of oz to its entirety . i didnt have a lot of physical reactions lol . my mom was crying and laughing next to me ;; but we all enjoyed it . really good stuff! the wizard of oz is great . both the original and soul 10/10 (i need to watch the actu... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
i recently finished orchestra camp for the first time. it was definitely a memorable experience! from frustration to thankfulness i will say i wish i went there sooner. when we first got our music, we had to sightread all of it. there was no recording we could listen to, barely any assistance (until the sectionals). it really made me mad! “how can this guy expect us to do so much?” Then I realized... » Continue Reading
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