I had group therapy today and I mentioned that I had anxiety last night into this morning from some unforeseeable source that was possibly buried in my subconscious. It always seems to be about the "triggers" with mainstream psychology but often times anxiety just seems to happen on it's own for me. Even after clarifying that it was not dream related the people in the group still persisted on as i... » Continue Reading
When I was a freshman in high school I had some very eccentric and downright outlandish friends who probably played a role in me becoming the free thinking renegade that I am today. My 2 main friends were JJ and Mike. JJ was a pseudo punk rock non-conformist with random tourette's like tendencies. Mike was a big, tall tattooed biker looking guy that claimed he was possessed by an old cigar inhalin... » Continue Reading
What a dirty trick! I asked for marshmallows and Gorbachev gave me one of his signature pork chops! This is the last straw. I'm going to have a little chat with the ambassador about this. Last I checked this was America and if a wretched geezer tries to pull the wall over your eyes it is customary that you do them in with an old fashioned pig skin right to the groin. Ouch! That hurts you know! -is... » Continue Reading
I have a very eclectic and diverse range of musical influences. As long as I find it to be pure and full of integrity. I shift from different seasons in my taste when I'm more drawn to certain genres. Within the past 12+ years or so it keeps revolving. Lately I've been drawn to world, fusion instrumental and classical and jazz to a degree. Specifically traditional classical middle eastern music I... » Continue Reading
I talk about this a lot but each time is distinct because I'm a slightly different person as I move forward. I strive to be very non-judgemental overall but when I see others being judged for similar beliefs as my own I feel as if judgement is inevitable and someone who I like despite having a different viewpoint might hold it against me and/or find it offensive. It's part of the human experience ... » Continue Reading
Today I came across an artist that does various concept drawings for people and a portion of them involved the death of political figures in a satirical fashion. It doesn't matter who it is (even if it's a mass murderer or rapist) I just find it disturbing, distasteful and almost sickening that some people find death to be amusing even if it's just a portrayal or artistic rendering. If it's a fict... » Continue Reading
I am of God, I ground myself to the Earth. In the name of God I revoke this demonic symbolism and the intent behind it. Your draconian cult will fall to those of the light. May God save the children's souls that you feed upon. May the people of the world be lead out of the darkness and into the light. So be it, Amen. » Continue Reading
Recently I met someone who I seemed to connect with spiritually. I feel this is a very important aspect to life and can be part of a solid foundation in which to potentially build a relationship upon. I am pretty alien/naive to relationships as a whole and I wanted to see if perhaps that could act as the sole (or soul) factor in being with someone. This person made it quite clear that she wanted m... » Continue Reading
Another smokescreen/hoax. Come on guys spill the beans, come clean...Some people never grow out of playing make believe. I guess Mr. Rogers taught you too well. Also Space Dragon? Really? Out of all the names you choose that one? How about Space Demon, Space Reptilian, Space Lucifer, Space Satan and so forth. Mercy mercy... Also you're using the name Tesla while (supposedly what we're lead to » Continue Reading
To be clear I'm not pointing fingers at anyone in particular. However I'd like to state a word to the wise; I would make a clear distinction rather than a hasty sweeping generalization. Otherwise it might come across as prejudice to some people. There are always exceptions to the rule. For example: John gets cut off several times by people in blue cars and comes to the conclusion that all people ... » Continue Reading
The other day I was (half jokingly) probing for reasoning behind the appeal of fireworks and I couldn't come up with anything other than it being aesthetically pleasing while triggering a surge of adrenaline to some people. Personally I never understood the appeal but that is kind of irrelevant in the grand scheme of things. What does matter is that they are harmful to the environment, animals, pl... » Continue Reading
Where do you sign up? If it would be free without adverse effects I'd be in. Although I would wonder how the soul aspect of it would work in that scenario. Sharing the same soul or a different one entirely? I guess in the sense of a true clone it would a shared soul. I haven't met many other people who would be interested in this. That being said I wonder how the other mes are doing in their paral... » Continue Reading