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"Song: FREAK by LuLuYam"

Genderqueer (it/he) 19 yrs (friend requests 17+ pls)

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PLEASE READ!! (before friend requesting or messaging me)

Category: Friends

For starters, check out my pronouns page: https://en.pronouns.page/@Persie707 I'm putting this up to lay down some dni's, boundaries, and warnings regarding interacting with me. Do not interact if: You are any kind of bigot (racist, transphobic, homophobic, misogynistic, ableist, etc.) » Continue Reading

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The universe seems to insist on always kicking me when I'm starting to get up

Category: Life

Tw for light mention of grooming  As if I don't have enough on my fucking plate rn. On Saturday night my groomer found me on discord and sent me a friend request. I was very lucky to have been calling my partner when it happened or I'm really not sure how much worse my reaction would have been. I have never felt fear like this in my entire life. You'd think I would've had a worse reaction to the f... » Continue Reading

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Big win today FINALLY got my new pain meds

Category: Life

It feels like it was literally forever ago that the doctor said she was prescribing them to me and I had to wait soooooo long because she doesn't communicate properly. This whole thing has been so fucking annoying. She said she had a specific pharmacy she always works with and that they "only" do delivery. My mom and I even asked if there was anything we needed to do to get the meds and she said n... » Continue Reading

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It's down time at work

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

God I HATE down time PLEASSSSSEEEEEEEEEE SAVE ME. Working here sucks I literally hate it so much. Our computers go down allllll the time and even when they're "working" they move at a fraction of a snails pace and are constantly on the verge of death. I want a year's worth of experience on my resume but idk if I can make it that long this place takes everything out of me and more. I want to go bac... » Continue Reading

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New song by LuLuYam "FREAK" feat. Hatsune Miku

Category: Music

I have been very excited for this one since it was first teased! Although it isn't canon to Yam's comic lore it holds a very special meaning to me. The song is about the stigma and dehumanization that people with less conventional mental disorders face. Yam's content in general has been a huge help for me, but it's been particularly helpful in this regard. It's nice to see someone with similar str... » Continue Reading

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New diagnoses just dropped

Category: Life

It took a lil struggle but I finally got to a specialist that could properly assess my joint pain issues. Considering I have good insurance and live in a major city that should've been easy to find and I feel like my doctor just didn't care enough to really check bc she didn't believe me but whatever I'm probably not seeing her again.  The doctor that assessed me over the weekend was very nice! Sh... » Continue Reading

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Had the fucking time of my LIFE at my first concert!!

Category: Music

It's so crazy that I've never been to a concert before it's sooooo sick! I very recently, like maybe a month or two ago, started listening to Scene Queen. I heard about her on tiktok forever ago and had been meaning to check her out but was just way too overwhelmed to remember. I finally did listen to all her stuff and instantly fell in love. Her music has been helping me cope a lot, I've been try... » Continue Reading

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Feel like I'm starting to settle in a bit at my new job

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

Starting at this clinic was really overwhelming but I think I'm sorta getting the hang of it now. I've been way too exhausted to do any updates. This place is fucking B U S Y! I originally thought that a clinic would be way too slow and understimulating in comparison to inpatient but it definitely just depends on the location it seems. It's not just the amount of people either, being in a clinic s... » Continue Reading

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Apathy gotta be the worst part of recovery istg

Category: Life

TW discussion of sh and sobriety I'm actually so tired of this chronic emptiness like it ruins everything. I recently reached my first year clean from sh. I got my counter and everything. I've never reached a year before, my longest streak before this was 7 months. It doesn't really feel like anything. I almost feel like I would be more satisfied if this streak made me want to sh aga » Continue Reading

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Gosh life is so exhausting

Category: Life

Having a hard time finding the energy to update regularly cuz way too much is happening. Having a mental health dip rn I think so that's annoying. Also got a new job at a Labcorp clinic. It's SOOOOOOOOOO tiring! It's a nice clinic tho, I do like it and the people I work with. I think this setting is better for me with where I'm at rn. Smaller team which means that they actually tell me what I'm do... » Continue Reading

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Pride month starting off strong bros

Category: Life

Went to a pride event today (I've been way too fucking depressed I needed to get my ass outside) and this dude was all by himself carrying around this sign. I walked away to go look at other stuff and when I came back to the main area he was there with a circle of queer people voguing at him until he got pissed and left. Love this community so much. BE WHO YOU AREEEEEEEEEEE FOR YOUR PRIIIIIIIIIIII... » Continue Reading

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