New song by LuLuYam "FREAK" feat. Hatsune Miku

I have been very excited for this one since it was first teased! Although it isn't canon to Yam's comic lore it holds a very special meaning to me. The song is about the stigma and dehumanization that people with less conventional mental disorders face. Yam's content in general has been a huge help for me, but it's been particularly helpful in this regard. It's nice to see someone with similar struggles to me make a space for people to be rightfully upset without being told that our reaction is "too much." In reality, my reaction this whole time has been not nearly enough and yet I'm still told to be less. It's also been helping me a lot with adopting an attitude of confidence about my differences and struggles rather than feeling ashamed! Even the ugliest and most stigmatized parts of me, like my bpd, are something I don't want to be ashamed of. 

Lyrics:

LuLuYam!

Hatsune Miku!

Ha! (x15)

I'm a FREAK, BITCH!

Creepin' in the night time

Sleep with a weapon and don't forget the night light

CREEP, BITCH!

Crawlin' in your skin like

I'm a disease, better cauterize the wound

I'm a FREAK, BITCH!

Nothin' but a parasite

Eyes on the wall

Ya got me in your head

I'm a CREEP, BITCH!

Keep 'em strapped down tight

Break through the bone, through the blood

Keep 'em terrified!

I know you're scared of me you think about me when you sleep

Cannot be bothered to care about worms beneath my feet

I rot you out from the inside

Like worms, I burrow in your mind

La la la la la!

La la la la la!

La la la la la la la laa!

Now cut it out!

Yeah swallow all your pride

Spit out the blood you keep inside (inside)

No where to hide!

I keep you in my sight

Crawl through your brain, I'm stuck behind your eyes (you talk about)

Urges you cannot hide

Call me a "threat" but you keep your lies inside

La la la la la!

La la la la la!

La la la la la la la laa!

Ooooh, you hear me?

You will not come near me

You will always fear me!

I am nothing but a plague, it's all a game

And you see

Nothing but a disease

Rotting through your body

Treat me as you will you know it's all the same

I'm a FREAK, BITCH!

Creepin' in the night time

Sleep with a weapon and don't forget the night light

CREEP, BITCH!

Crawlin' in your skin like

I'm a disease, better cauterize the wound

I'm a FREAK, BITCH!

Nothin' but a parasite

Eyes on the wall

Ya got me in your head

I'm a CREEP, BITCH!

Keep 'em strapped down tight

Break through the bone, through the blood

Keep 'em terrified!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Keep 'em terrified!

Yeah!

Yeah!

HA, HA HAHA HAHA!

I don't fuck with you bitches anymore

And I never looked back, since I walked out the door

Poppin' pills like joints, make my mouth real sore

Least my head's on tight, cuz it wasn't before

Yeah!

Apparitions feedin' my suspicions

I know that I'm delusional, I see it in my visions

I'm a certified head case

Live in a headspace

I been trippin' breakin' bones on the staircase

I'm a "two-face" freak, I'm a Gemini-ni

Cut my skin too deep, gonna need a bigger knife

Eat my brain like cake, save a little for the flies

Bust my ribs wide open cuz I need a new disguise

I rise

You turn off the lights

I know that you're afraid of me, I see it in your eyes

I'm a "danger to society," I heard it through the lies

If you bitches wanna play, know I'll hang you out to dry

I raise the stakes, cuz ya hit too low

I hold my breath takin' every single blow

You are the ashes, I'm the afterglow

I'm authentic, real!

You ain't nothing but faux!

I hold the knife while you hold your shame

Spit out the mouth, don't you say my name

Don't fuck around, I don't play no games

Blew out the flame that I now reclaim

I'm a FREAK, BITCH!

Creepin' in the night time

Sleep with a weapon and don't forget the night light

CREEP, BITCH!

Crawlin' in your skin like

I'm a disease, better cauterize the wound

I'm a FREAK, BITCH!

Nothin' but a parasite

Eyes on the wall

Ya got me in your head

I'm a CREEP, BITCH!

Keep 'em strapped down tight

Break through the bone, through the blood

Keep 'em terrified!

Ha! (x16)

You ain't nothin' but a thing to me!

Ain't even worthy of an enemy!

HA HAHA HAHA!