I made this playlist of songs that I relate to because of my BPD! I've only recently been diagnosed and it feels like suddenly all this stuff I found extremely confusing about myself makes a whole lot of sense all at once and it's been kinda overwhelming. It also is hard bc even with that knowledge I still confuse myself a lot, it hasn't answered everything bc I'm still not fully self aware I thin... » Continue Reading
More silly lil screenshots of conversations between me and my bsf cuz this week kinda sucked and they make me feel better and every conversation we have turns to silly » Continue Reading
Yam posted a poll on twt asking ppl to vote for who's "best girl" between Lucelia, Lulu, and Lucifer. The results were absolutely ATROCIOUS. HOW COULD YALL DO MY PRECIOUS GIRL LUCELIA THAT WAY????? I absolutely could not stand for it so I needed to show my girl some love and appreciation. I was originally gonna draw a cute lil pic of her as this doll I saw but as I was mapping it out in my head » Continue Reading
I AM SO EXCITED AND I NEED TO SCREAM INTO THE VOID THAT IS SOCIAL MEDIA BECAUSE NO ONE IN MY LIFE CARES ABOUT THIS AS MUCH AS I DO AND I'M SCARED OF TALKING TO NEW PEOPLE ON THE LULUYAM DISCORD SERVER. Yam is working on a new song even tho Return To Sender literally JUST came out. Bro actually isn't human, no eating, no sleeping, just making bangers! And this song is about THE CREATORRRRRRRRRRR! I... » Continue Reading
Literally having encrypted conversations with my bsf absolutely zero braincell vibes going on I love it here ^Haunting them with that shitty lesbiab meme I made from an inside joke ^THEM MAKING FUN OF ME USING THAT INSIDE JOKE (bitch /lh) » Continue Reading
My pole classes have been the one consistent thing going on rn that's been nice and kept me active and stuff. My mood swing troubles have been reaaaally shitty recently like I'm just all over the place and I feel like going to pole class is very grounding. Pole class and LuLuYam's art has been singlehandedly keeping me alive fr. I wish I could share videos cuz the full thing is so much cooler (plu... » Continue Reading
YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Yam just added a new section to his website (luluyam.com) that shares the basics of the world their story takes place in and the relationships between the revealed characters! So unbelievably excited!!! With every new song release the community of fans has been growing which is totally awesome, but I've noticed a lot of people ... » Continue Reading
The new song is called Return To Sender and in the words of the artist Yam it "centers around the struggles of alcohol abuse, the fear of becoming your parents, and repeating their mistakes." Lyrics: I am not the mirror image of a she beast » Continue Reading
My mom and I went on a nice lil 2 day trip to some neighboring cities about 3 hours from home and stayed in an airbnb. Nice little staycation! :D These are the outfits I wore » Continue Reading
TW for discussions of grooming It was an assignment we were given during an art therapy session and it makes me feel complicated things so I felt like maybe it was something I really needed to express and didn't realize that I had in me idk. It's not like an amazing drawing or anything they gave us like 10 minutes to do it, I just think it means a lot. The subject of that week was radical acceptan... » Continue Reading
I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hyped they're my favorite artist ever and the previews alone are enough to know they fucking popped off! I'm a member of his patreon so I've seen a lot of previews and I'm so excited :D The song is called Return To Sender and in the words of Yam (the artist) "it centers around the struggles of alcohol abuse, the fear of becoming your parents, and repeating their mistak... » Continue Reading