I AM SO EXCITED AND I NEED TO SCREAM INTO THE VOID THAT IS SOCIAL MEDIA BECAUSE NO ONE IN MY LIFE CARES ABOUT THIS AS MUCH AS I DO AND I'M SCARED OF TALKING TO NEW PEOPLE ON THE LULUYAM DISCORD SERVER. Yam is working on a new song even tho Return To Sender literally JUST came out. Bro actually isn't human, no eating, no sleeping, just making bangers! And this song is about THE CREATORRRRRRRRRRR! I... » Continue Reading
Literally having encrypted conversations with my bsf absolutely zero braincell vibes going on I love it here ^Haunting them with that shitty lesbiab meme I made from an inside joke ^THEM MAKING FUN OF ME USING THAT INSIDE JOKE (bitch /lh) » Continue Reading
My pole classes have been the one consistent thing going on rn that's been nice and kept me active and stuff. My mood swing troubles have been reaaaally shitty recently like I'm just all over the place and I feel like going to pole class is very grounding. Pole class and LuLuYam's art has been singlehandedly keeping me alive fr. I wish I could share videos cuz the full thing is so much cooler (plu... » Continue Reading
YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Yam just added a new section to his website (luluyam.com) that shares the basics of the world their story takes place in and the relationships between the revealed characters! So unbelievably excited!!! With every new song release the community of fans has been growing which is totally awesome, but I've noticed a lot of people ... » Continue Reading
The new song is called Return To Sender and in the words of the artist Yam it "centers around the struggles of alcohol abuse, the fear of becoming your parents, and repeating their mistakes." Lyrics: I am not the mirror image of a she beast » Continue Reading
My mom and I went on a nice lil 2 day trip to some neighboring cities about 3 hours from home and stayed in an airbnb. Nice little staycation! :D These are the outfits I wore » Continue Reading
TW for discussions of grooming It was an assignment we were given during an art therapy session and it makes me feel complicated things so I felt like maybe it was something I really needed to express and didn't realize that I had in me idk. It's not like an amazing drawing or anything they gave us like 10 minutes to do it, I just think it means a lot. The subject of that week was radical acceptan... » Continue Reading
I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hyped they're my favorite artist ever and the previews alone are enough to know they fucking popped off! I'm a member of his patreon so I've seen a lot of previews and I'm so excited :D The song is called Return To Sender and in the words of Yam (the artist) "it centers around the struggles of alcohol abuse, the fear of becoming your parents, and repeating their mistak... » Continue Reading
This mood is really annoying like damn just let me enjoy shit. Idk if anyone else gets like this, I feel like 99% of the time when I find art or media that represents my trauma and mental struggles it's really nice and makes me feel so much safer and understood and connected to myself but then like every once in a while it just makes me feel like shit when I relate to it. Like I suddenly am forced... » Continue Reading
I am in shambles /hj This song is "One Day You'll Die (I do not like this)" by Milk In The Microwave aka Terminally Silly on tiktok (tho her acc got hate banned rip) But let's get one thing clear I try my best to be kind You can push and shove, take all my love And I really do not mind But even with my patience When I think about you I wanna slam your head through a brick wall And crush you with m... » Continue Reading
These pics are from a few weeks ago when I went to con and I'm finally getting around to posting them :) Here's her for reference Here's me! » Continue Reading