listening to plaza one while playing riichi mahjong while using a cinnamoroll skin is truly a mood ------ talking about riichi mahjong, at the beginning of the month i finally gathered the courage to go to a meetup where they play it in a library, i didn't dare before because i thought they'd all be elitists with super high ranks who knew how to count points irl and everything, and turns out that ... » Continue Reading
fall, fall my little raindrops a visage known to the dark once they look forward to their world a journey that you shall not embark for this gilded cage so pretty hangs in the bowels of all which you must burn go without, endure these coming days in and out, exhale, all must be erased soon enough you'll see with your pretty gaze that it wasn't worth it in the end or perhaps you're just a cloudy da... » Continue Reading
48 m 5 e m 6 f 72 v 8 e s 9 f 72 so on 17 12 80 count maybe more 24 48 72 if i confuse you be curious m e 72 gonna make it l a i'm so sorry 92 91 90 89 88 87 loop cycle start 72 72 72 x 14 pangs 72 72 72 beyond 69 68 67 go further year 9 hermit pray to s. a. d. 30 btzlmr 29 eterna 33 year 2 » Continue Reading
gonna do the random thoughts thing again. i love how i pretty much never went back to the dream journal (except that one i wrote in the french to practice but then i realized that having a post up about me having dream sex with not one but two frenchmen on different back to back dreams wasn't a good idea so i made it private lol). thing is, i've been having very "normal" dreams and idk they're bor... » Continue Reading
In a way, in any way Wherever and however this path of mine goes Idyllic life woven between dreams Like soft and gentle cobalt feathers Lightly falling through the clouds Freeling dancing like a sweet memory Or perhaps an afterimage of another world Reality as it's shaped Eternally bound across space and time Valor inside springing forward Emanating such a strong aspiration R » Continue Reading
i don't have anything in particular to write so i'll just jot down random thoughts . . . my head hurts, but i'm drinking tea and about to see a movie with my friends so hopefully that improves it (somehow) ---------- only two people failed tuesday's exam, and one of them was me. i knew i hadn't studied much but thought i'd subconsciously remember stuff from the first time i took this exam (two yea... » Continue Reading
"Allume ta magie", Umi, disait-elle "Tout ce que tu veux est un rêve loin Nous sommes des légendes, tous les jours" C'est ce qu'elle m'a dit "Allumez votre magie", me disait-elle "Tout ce que tu veux est un rêve loin Sous cette pression, sous ce poids Nous sommes des diamants" Maintenant, je sens mon cœur battre Je sens mon cœur sous ma peau Maintenant, je sens mon cœur battre Oh, tu me fais senti... » Continue Reading
yesterday i got invited by my college to go visit one of buenos aires' most luxurious hotels. i didn't even know it existed at all, which is quite embarrassing. the entire week has been sunny and nice, but today of all days we had a huge thunderstorm with hail and everything, luckily i managed to get inside the lobby before it got too bad. a woman from HR received us all and after a while started ... » Continue Reading
a year after i pretty much lost all my irl friends at 15, i joined a harvest moon/rune factory roleplay group on tumblr and immediately made so many new friends, from all over the world. then i made my own tegami bachi rp and there, too, met some really wonderful girls. we would talk every day, write actual physical letters to each other, send gifts such as regional food of ours or plushies, somet... » Continue Reading
the first of their kind were but a mirror though honest in heart, not born from one the second this time, what your ears desire cloaked and veiled, were nothing but lies third time's the charm, so they say beautiful words, soon disappear continuous cycle, but never quite reaching the end of this tumultuous line wonder why they even bother sweet like pie but hollow inside be them truth, or be them ... » Continue Reading
only my two closest friends know what i'm talking about, and i intend to keep it that way. why am i publicly writing about it then? because i need to do it, though i'll try to keep it ambiguous. every year i find myself having the same need, to express myself in some way, even if it's a one liner, but hey! i have this site now, so that's good, i can maybe express myself a bit more now. 2nd of Sept... » Continue Reading
mm is a funny little phone game where for the duration of 11 days you pretend to be part of a group chat with a bunch of guys and another girl, and you get to talk and bond with them as the days go by. its gimmick is that it's tied to irl time, so you have to be awake at certain times to get to talk to the other characters if they happen to be "awake" too, if you aren't then they'll just talk norm... » Continue Reading