dream journal

i've actually been having a lot of long, vivid and kinda weird dreams lately (my favorites since they're the most fun) but i'm kinda frustrated because i forgot most of them, so i'll write down three that i didn't, all while trying to catch the mosquito that keeps flying in front of my monitor grrr

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the first one involved my acquaintance m, the dream began with my mom throwing a bunch of stuff, well not just a bunch, it was A LOT of stuff, to the point we didn't even know how to dispose of it, so suddenly m spawns next to me?? and is like "i know of a place where we can take this" and next thing i know i'm in his country, and we're in this place that's like, a huge parking lot in the middle of a vast field with nothing but grass, bushes and low tress, and small hills and stuff, and many people were there. the point of that place was that everyone made a pile with all their things, and other people could just... go, look through them and grab whatever they wanted, all for free since the owners were going to discard them anyway. i couldn't find m so i started texting him, but we were using some weird app that like.. you know when people try to write romanized sentences but using japanese kanji and kana? and if you can read them, it's very confusing? well that but with cyrillic, the app stylized your words using those characters, but at one point it bugged out and when i pressed send it turned my two line sentence into an entire russian paragraph, and i thought that was absolutely hilarious, for some reason i couldn't stop laughing, i tried sending something like "haha i didn't write that, how could i even have haha this is so silly" but it kept doing it, transforming my sentences. i kept laughing wildly, legitimately couldn't stop, but then i look in front of me and standing like 4 meters ahead was m who was looking at me with utter disgust, it was the look of someone who found you completely repulsive. i started lowkey freaking out but couldn't stop laughing, i didn't understand why he was looking at me like that, it wasn't just disgust, it was hatred. i tried covering my mouth, couldn't stop, tried covering my eyes, it was the same. soon enough he stopped looking at me and went to the pile with my mom's old belongings and started rummaging through it. i got kind of uncomfortable, he had so many old clothes piles to choose from, why my mother's? he started picking up all the black colored things he could find and said he'd give them proper use, that either he was studying how to tailor or was going to take it to a tailor? and make goth/emo clothes with them. i reluctantly agreed, he kept grabbing stuff while mumbling something, before turning around and saying "thanks, at least you're good for one thing, the only thing maybe", then he left. i really wanted to follow him and snatch everything back but decided not to.

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in another dream i was a little boy, a child, and kept having these visions of danger about to strike my city. i tried telling adults but none of them would listen to me, apparently i misbehaved a lot so it was a sort of "peter cried wolf" situation, but i was sure that what i was seeing was real, or was going to be at least. i made quite the scandal trying to get others to listen to me and when none did, i went alone to the destination in my dreams: an old, abandoned cottage, or was it a factory? either way it was all worn down wood. the adults thought i was going there to cause trouble so they followed me, and upon arriving they found me layering out traps for whenever the monster of my dreams would come out. they tried stopping me, grabbing me by force, yelling, one even pulled a gun on me, but then he tripped and fell face first over one of my traps, but that ended up activating some weird hidden/dormant mechanism that made the floor open and reveal some machines underneath, they started rumbling and creating a lot of ice, so much that a man emerged from the frost, he was like a snowy phantom who immediately started wreaking havoc all over, freezing all the other people, consuming some to become bigger and stronger, i tried to focus and reset my traps but it all looked very futile, people were "dying" left and right and i had no idea how i'd be able to defeat such a being, i had to at least try not to let him escape this old factory, but last thing i remember is that i move the police officer's body from the first trap and the villain was approaching it, i was expectant that he'd stumble onto it aaannd... i woke up

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i don't know how to describe this one, where it happened exactly, it was like.. a swamp.. but enclosed, inside a house, was it their garden? but the water was shallow and you could step on it, it reached my ankles, you could see the concrete below, but also this watery part was 1m2 in area, so not very big, and around it there were these... canopies? with lots of hanging vines and fairy lights, as well as tiny green creatures with smug faces, they looked really weird. the furthest part of the "swamp" was slightly deeper and darker than the rest, the whole setting was dark, really, only the fairy lights gave a faint glow, and this deep part had a lot of little eggs. i tried getting away because it was disgusting, but a guy named luigi (i swear it has nothing to do with the current news lmao i had this dream like 4 days ago) came into the water with a mini... ah.. what's it called, that construction vehicle with the shovel thing. well, a mini version of that, and he drove it to the deep part, grabbed as many eggs as he could, and took them out. they all stuck very easily to the shovel part, and as soon as they got exposed to the air they got transformed into those gross green smug things, and they quickly jumped off to the vines, crawly with surprising speed to the top, and once there would look down on us, smiling. i couldn't tell what their deal was, to me they looked evil, or at the very least mischievous/naughty, i told luigi to stop doing it, but he was like hypnotized, and kept going back to retrieve more eggs over and over. i started yelling for him to stop because there were so many green creatures surrounding us already, i was becoming legitimately scared, but he going, repeating "i must, i must, i must". at one point i simply decided to run away, but then i changed dreams so idk what was the deal with all that.