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gonna do the random thoughts thing again. i love how i pretty much never went back to the dream journal (except that one i wrote in the french to practice but then i realized that having a post up about me having dream sex with not one but two frenchmen on different back to back dreams wasn't a good idea so i made it private lol). thing is, i've been having very "normal" dreams and idk they're boring to write about. like yeah wacky stuff happened but the basic plot?? was pretty standard so i didn't feel like writing them down

anyway

idc if i'm lynched, music of the spheres is not coldplay's worst album (that's everyday life), and while i really enjoy moon music, it didn't surprass mots imo. mots makes me happy while mm kinda scares me????? lol i know that's weird, but the music is kinda... i really like it but idk, besides almost every single song is about love and who the hell am i supposed to dedicate them to if i'm single and not crushing on anyone

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why is it that every time i'm THIS close to finally becoming a master in mahjong i go on a losing streak?? come onnn i've been playing for 3 and a half years, this is embarrassing omg

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yesterday i found out i fucking hate parsley, after already putting a shitload of it on the pasta i got gifted. i wanted to do aglio e olio and pretty much everyone used it so i did too but yuuuuck, how do people like that shit?? completely ruined my dish

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talking about gifted pasta, some days ago i impulsively signed up for a single day internship at my college, which was yesterday. it was just three of us, and we had to help setting up everything for an event that was to be held that day. we were in charge of the decoration, polishing all glassware, preparing the lobby and main event room, going to the kitchens a million times to bring up food and stuff, greeting the guests, helping them with any request, seeing them off, etc. i thought it would be hella stressful but i actually found it to be really fun??? i liked being told exactly what to do, to go and fetch or return x thing, having people smile at me and thank me, or sigh with relief when i fulfill their needs, i had to come and go a million times, my legs so sore from all the stairs i climbed, but still, it was so much fun, at one point i thought "i wouldn't mind doing this every day and getting paid for it". idk i guess i liked feeling useful and how straightforward it was?? i like being all elegant and stuff and making sure everything is perfectly set up? atp a girl got really fucking mad over a chef berating her over something she did do wrong and i kept thinking gurl stfu the guests will hear you and i dont want you tainting my image.

but anyway, once the guests had left and we had finished helping empty the room, someone told us that the event people had left us each a goodie bag in there, so we happily went back up but saw nothing, and assumed someone must had mistakingly took it, but then i turned and saw a single, solitary bag left behind and IMMEDIATELY went to grab it while going "ooh look, here's one :)" "yeah but where's the rest--" "idk look around, maybe it's on the side or something :)" my bag lmao get fucked. i went back to the lockers and hid it under my coat just to make sure the other two wouldn't snatch it, and one of the goodies was the aforementioned high quality pasta (which i ruined with the parsley!!! arghhh)

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currently playing echoes of wisdom on my steam deck and i swear, the entire game can be summed up with "wait, that worked?" because i swear some of my solutions, specially when it comes to traversing certain areas of the still world, are so..... but yeah so far i'm really enjoying it, i legit hope we get a 3d mainline zelda game with, well, zelda as the protagonist again, i love her sm

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found an online store with the exact kind of clothes i've been wanting to buy, i didn't even know it existed in this country, i'm gonna check if they have a physical store because omg i'm dying at how gorgeous everything is, besides i need a good fit for december, can't just drop there with my cutesy lilac clothes lmao