i don't really care if this is something we're not supposed to say, the reality is that to me being autistic truly is a disability that hinders me from properly interacting socially, and it's incredibly frustrating. a friend is currently going through a rough time and although i did offer my help if he ever needed it, i'm still so... i don't even know what to do or say. i kept asking my best frien... » Continue Reading
i forgot most of the dream i went out at night to buy something, i think it was food i parked my car, or the car, whatever, dont know whose car it was, and started walking reached a weird looking factory that was supposedly a market inside there were people screaming i went in and across the store, out from the back, into a large field a very large and dark grassy field there a handsome man in a c... » Continue Reading
I still don't have internet, and I still hate writing long stuff with my phone, and I still don't understand why whenever I write in Telegram and copy it elsewhere the font turns out all tiny. Eh, I don't really care enough to change it. Anyway, I dreamt with M again and this time he did have a physical body! ... But my brain made him look like Nicholas Hoult for some reason?? I don't think I've e... » Continue Reading
Before I start, there's something I want to explain since it'll be a recurring topic in my dream journaling, and that is "Who is Balthazar?" The answer is: I don't know. Ever since I was 13, I've been dreaming almost daily with this mysterious man, though back then he was just a boy, half a year younger than me. It all started with a dream where I was being chased by evil men down a well-lit yet e... » Continue Reading