random stuff

i don't have anything in particular to write so i'll just jot down random thoughts

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my head hurts, but i'm drinking tea and about to see a movie with my friends so hopefully that improves it (somehow)

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only two people failed tuesday's exam, and one of them was me. i knew i hadn't studied much but thought i'd subconsciously remember stuff from the first time i took this exam (two years ago but still). it still made me really sad :(

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i went to a sheraton hotel with my college, got invited last minute because another girl dropped out, the place was huge with lots of empty space, it was incredibly liminal and i feel i took some great shots. just wish i had someone to share them with, someone who i know would appreciate photos. oh well...
in any case, what really caught my attention was that at the end of the guide, the HR guy with us told us that they actually have like (my head hurts, i cant remember the word) things they do to be more inclusive, stuff about hiring and training people with disabilities, and that included autism, so who knows, i could maybe apply for both sofitel and sheraton! again, i'd die of joy if my first job was in a 5* star hotel, even though i know it means slaving myself lol

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i made bibimbap today! it's the first time i make korean food, and despite that i didn't make the simple version, i went with the huge ass one with lots of veggies. took me exactly two hours to get it done, and we ate it all in 20 mins, i wanna cry lmao, but hey! that means it was good! (and hell yeah it was!)

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i signed up for the delf b1 and i want to fucking die lol, i'm 100% not ready for it, my oral and written comprehension is perfect and i got 25/25 on the a2 (and reminder that i took that exam while crying my eyes out, still nailed it!), but my production was really lacking, 21/25 on written and................... 12/25 on oral. i don't know why, every day i'm understanding french more and more and it makes me feel great, but i can't produce it, i can't get the words to spawn in my head, even though i know i know them, why's that??? i really need to practice for december if i don't want to make a fool of myself lmao, there's a place that does meetups monthtly to simply talk, it makes me kinda anxious but i'll go next time they announce it

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i made an oath to Lord Ares and so far i'm actually keeping it! i really don't want to anger a god lol, i did mention exceptions and until when it'd last, just in case, and so far so good!

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i'm about to spend 75usd on mahjong soul and then immediately regret it, brb lol