My vocational rehab counselor got back to me about another job! This one is working at a dining hall at the local military base which I’m not too thrilled about but the pay is insanely good. I told her I would be interested. There’s also minimal interaction with people if I understand it right because I’ll be doing dishes I think, which I also like. I honestly don’t know though if I’ll pass the ba... » Continue Reading
Does anyone else’s Facebook app crash when they’re attempting to post? It’s only for specific posts I try to make too, usually a vent about something or other. Very strange indeed. I’m not saying that our Meta overlords are causing this strange censorship but I wouldn’t put it past them. Fuck Zuck, for real. I wouldn’t be using FB still if I didn’t use it to connect with older family members who d... » Continue Reading
This is my third night in a row of tossing and turning and barely sleeping. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I want to go out with my family today because my aunties won’t be here much longer for their visits. I feel like shit and all anxious because I’m not sleeping. I don’t understand it. » Continue Reading
Another small plane crash, this time in Minneapolis. I’m from St. Paul so that’s my original neck of the woods. Evidently small plane crashes happen more often than we realize. It’s nonetheless tragic. Thank god my aunties made it here safely today on their flights. » Continue Reading
Our parents were too busy figuring out how to use the Internet (because they didn’t grow up with it like we did) to realize that their children were being groomed and traumatized online. This is what unrestricted internet access as a minor can lead to too many times. » Continue Reading
I mostly felt like third wheel during the beach visit yesterday with the gf and her new girlfriend.. but it wasn’t like, bad? I guess. I mean I had fun. I’m used to feeling left out and detached in so many different things these days so it’s not a big deal here. I wasn’t jealous (her girlfriend was worried I would be) and I think it’s because I’ve been at this song and dance long enough now. Sure,... » Continue Reading
I hate how lonely that I am. I’m the same lonely person that I was five, ten years ago. It’s so hard to make connections which is ironic considering all this technology that we have to connect with each other. When I do get attention it’s from those that I don’t want. Sometimes I still talk to them anyway even if I know I’ll regret it. It’s almost like a form of self harm. I’ll do stupid things wh... » Continue Reading
Maybe it’s just the lesbian and the asexual spectrum in me but I’ve never understood the appeal of strippers regardless of what gender the person might be. » Continue Reading
My dad is visiting me for the week. I get to show him around the new area I live in but!!! Bonus lore: tw for abuse mention This is the man who emotionally abused me during my entire childhood and even after that! Aha 🥲 We get along a lot better now that we talk less and less and live in different states but the trauma is still there. My stepdad has been shitty sometimes too. Funny that they have... » Continue Reading
If I were conventionally attractive I would be unstoppable. It’s not fair that I can’t change my body’s appearance just by willing it. I wanna be a shape-shifter so bad so I can look how I want when I want. Also the urge to become an animal and run around being silly is very real. 😌💅 » Continue Reading
It’s getting colder and colder here and we’re supposed to get sleet :( maybe snow idk. Watch North Carolina cancel school again. Plus the entire country is in a flu epidemic AND a fascism epidemic. I’m just sitting here hoping we make it out. Whatever that looks like. » Continue Reading