Isolated

I hate how lonely that I am. I’m the same lonely person that I was five, ten years ago. It’s so hard to make connections which is ironic considering all this technology that we have to connect with each other. When I do get attention it’s from those that I don’t want. Sometimes I still talk to them anyway even if I know I’ll regret it. It’s almost like a form of self harm. I’ll do stupid things when I’m desperate to be seen, to be wanted in any capacity.