Anyway. I’m almost out of my heart medication & I’m out of refills. I only took one today because I have so few left. My appointment with my new doctor is Monday. I called their office today and asked if they could approve a refill for me earlier than Monday. The scheduler person said someone would call me but they didn’t today. So that’s nice. Also I just woke up from a several hour depression na... » Continue Reading
reminders for today: • if you or someone you know might need it in the next few years, purchase plan b. the shelf life of plan b is 4 years, and we might not be able to access it as easily as we can now in the days ahead. • if you are larger/plus size: go online and purchase ella instead of plan b. plan b is less effective if you aren’t under 160 pounds. • if you can, purchase books that projec... » Continue Reading
I’ve talked about this subject before online but the fact that once my parents pass I’ll be alone is really scaring me. I don’t have siblings, no cousins that I’m close to. All of the other people in my life that I’m close to like godmothers are much older than myself as well. It’s not fair. I don’t even have friends that I’m 100% certain will always be around. I’m really gonna be out here on my o... » Continue Reading
Happy holidays and Merry Christmas! ๐๐๐๐๐ Please know that your worth isn’t determined by how much money you spent on presents or by how many people are around you this season. You are loved & you are important always. ๐ค » Continue Reading
Most jobs don’t pay you until the second or third week of work. How am I supposed to feed myself until then? Food programs are hard to get into and people lose their’s all the time. I’m literally shaking and feeling awful because I barely ate yesterday. With my hypoglycemia I’m even more weak and useless if I don’t eat. I’m scared. Meanwhile my parents buy stuff online they don’t need, go out to e... » Continue Reading
Damn, being able to talk about deeper subjects with someone who actually is passionate about the world around them is ๐๐ป๐ซฐ๐ป๐ซถ๐ป๐ฏ the good shit. Like yes, please care about people other than yourself! Please tell me how we can stick it to the man together! That’s so attractive. » Continue Reading
Responding to violence with violence is 100% warranted when the people in power do not care about you. They’re not afraid to step all over you. People ARE out to get us. Homophobia is still very much a problem. Homophobia didn’t end when same sex marriage was legalized in the US. Just because there’s hate crime laws for trans and gay people doesn’t mean that those crimes » Continue Reading
Does anyone else ever wake up coughing and gasping for air? It’s incredibly scary, painful and hard on my body. When I was living in Kentucky I was monitored for sleep apnea via a sleep study but the doctor said that I ‘didn’t have enough incidents at night to be considered to have sleep apnea’ or something. I’ve had two or three upsets at night lately where I wake up suddenly like this. It’s so s... » Continue Reading
Sometimes ya gotta take the L and accept that you’re just not a high enough level for a quest in a game. Gotta come back later, stronger and more experienced. I guess life is like that too. » Continue Reading
The body dysmorphia and general dislike of my looks hit hard tonight. ๐ซ All because I saw a gorgeous girl on tiktok that I wish that I looked like. It’s not fair that we can’t customize our bodies like character customization in a video game. » Continue Reading