I think that I’m an adult who can do things. Then I almost get scammed AGAIN because I’m gullible and autistic and sheltered. It pisses me off and embarrasses me so much. It also scares me because I can’t live/function alone but I don’t want to have to rely on other people my whole life. I don’t want to be like a child forever who doesn’t understand things. The world keeps burning me because I’m t... » Continue Reading
I told my mom that I was sick due to my IBS yesterday and that my girlfriend almost passed out yesterday so I was worried about her. My mom responded with “well I’m worried about you two not having jobs.” Fuck you. Next time you’re sick at home from work I won’t feel sorry for you, I’ll say the same shit about you not working. How uncaring do you have to be? » Continue Reading
I'm so lonely. I'm so tired of being ashamed of myself and being anxious often. I hate that I've grown up in a world that's dying. I hate being powerless to do anything about it. I hate to see what's going on in Palestine and other countries with no way to stop it. I feel like in the next 10, 20 years the world is going be very different. And not in a good way. » Continue Reading
Kind of worried that my girlfriend and I aren’t healthy for each other. We’ve spent over three years now being basically each other’s only friends because of the lack of queer people around us. We go through shit with her quitting jobs again and again because she’s disabled but doesn’t have any record of her disabilities (that I know of) so she can’t get help. My parents are constantly on us to ge... » Continue Reading
How do I make friends when I’m anxious, chronically ill, awkward and I’m worried that people will call my interests childish? It’s so hard to make friends as an adult. » Continue Reading
Need to detox from an app for my health and for the planet lmao (it uses a lot of electricity) but the problem is that I use said app because I’m deeply lonely and I’m very unsatisfied with my life. Deleting it will make that worse again. » Continue Reading
Imagine being a catfish. Like I know that a lot of people do it because they’re lonely but I’m lonely too and I’ll still be 100% honest about my looks and about myself in general. » Continue Reading
I’m so sorry, Emma. I’m sorry that I didn’t take you to the vet earlier when we first moved here. I’m sorry that I wasn’t more perceptive to your weight loss and strange behaviors. I’m sorry for all of the times that I could’ve given you more attention but didn’t. Thank you for loving me anyway. Thank you for laying on me while I slept and being a comfort. Thank you for your headbutts and your lic... » Continue Reading
I’m volunteering at my town’s annual Pride Prom. If I had the money and the confidence to do so I’d actually attend myself. There’s a girl here that looks like the actress who plays Lucy (Fallout tv show) that’s in a pretty dress and converse. My gay ass is like 😳 » Continue Reading
I have one brain cell (neurodivergent & I had a brain bleed when I was born, I have no idea if this gave me brain damage permanently) so sometimes I share shit without really processing what I’m reading first. It leads to me sharing things that are just plain incorrect. If I do that, feel free to call me out on it. My rejection sensitivity won’t like it but I will live. » Continue Reading