My dad is visiting me for the week. I get to show him around the new area I live in but!!! Bonus lore: tw for abuse mention This is the man who emotionally abused me during my entire childhood and even after that! Aha 🥲 We get along a lot better now that we talk less and less and live in different states but the trauma is still there. My stepdad has been shitty sometimes too. Funny that they have... » Continue Reading
If I were conventionally attractive I would be unstoppable. It’s not fair that I can’t change my body’s appearance just by willing it. I wanna be a shape-shifter so bad so I can look how I want when I want. Also the urge to become an animal and run around being silly is very real. 😌💅 » Continue Reading
It’s getting colder and colder here and we’re supposed to get sleet :( maybe snow idk. Watch North Carolina cancel school again. Plus the entire country is in a flu epidemic AND a fascism epidemic. I’m just sitting here hoping we make it out. Whatever that looks like. » Continue Reading
*Quietly adds anemia to my list of diagnoses* It’s like a Pokemon card collection at this point. My doctor told me that I’m slightly anemic today. She also asked me if I’ve ever talked to someone about POTS. I almost laughed because I have wondered before if I have it after doing research on the topic. Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, what a mouthful! » Continue Reading
Anyway. I’m almost out of my heart medication & I’m out of refills. I only took one today because I have so few left. My appointment with my new doctor is Monday. I called their office today and asked if they could approve a refill for me earlier than Monday. The scheduler person said someone would call me but they didn’t today. So that’s nice. Also I just woke up from a several hour depression na... » Continue Reading
reminders for today: • if you or someone you know might need it in the next few years, purchase plan b. the shelf life of plan b is 4 years, and we might not be able to access it as easily as we can now in the days ahead. • if you are larger/plus size: go online and purchase ella instead of plan b. plan b is less effective if you aren’t under 160 pounds. • if you can, purchase books that projec... » Continue Reading
I’ve talked about this subject before online but the fact that once my parents pass I’ll be alone is really scaring me. I don’t have siblings, no cousins that I’m close to. All of the other people in my life that I’m close to like godmothers are much older than myself as well. It’s not fair. I don’t even have friends that I’m 100% certain will always be around. I’m really gonna be out here on my o... » Continue Reading
Happy holidays and Merry Christmas! 🎄🕎🎉🎊🎁 Please know that your worth isn’t determined by how much money you spent on presents or by how many people are around you this season. You are loved & you are important always. 🤍 » Continue Reading
Most jobs don’t pay you until the second or third week of work. How am I supposed to feed myself until then? Food programs are hard to get into and people lose their’s all the time. I’m literally shaking and feeling awful because I barely ate yesterday. With my hypoglycemia I’m even more weak and useless if I don’t eat. I’m scared. Meanwhile my parents buy stuff online they don’t need, go out to e... » Continue Reading
Damn, being able to talk about deeper subjects with someone who actually is passionate about the world around them is 👌🏻🫰🏻🫶🏻💯 the good shit. Like yes, please care about people other than yourself! Please tell me how we can stick it to the man together! That’s so attractive. » Continue Reading
Responding to violence with violence is 100% warranted when the people in power do not care about you. They’re not afraid to step all over you. People ARE out to get us. Homophobia is still very much a problem. Homophobia didn’t end when same sex marriage was legalized in the US. Just because there’s hate crime laws for trans and gay people doesn’t mean that those crimes » Continue Reading
Does anyone else ever wake up coughing and gasping for air? It’s incredibly scary, painful and hard on my body. When I was living in Kentucky I was monitored for sleep apnea via a sleep study but the doctor said that I ‘didn’t have enough incidents at night to be considered to have sleep apnea’ or something. I’ve had two or three upsets at night lately where I wake up suddenly like this. It’s so s... » Continue Reading