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Category: Life
This is my third night in a row of tossing and turning and barely sleeping. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I want to go out with my family today because my aunties won’t be here much longer for their visits. I feel like shit and all anxious because I’m not sleeping. I don’t understand it. » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
Another small plane crash, this time in Minneapolis. I’m from St. Paul so that’s my original neck of the woods. Evidently small plane crashes happen more often than we realize. It’s nonetheless tragic. Thank god my aunties made it here safely today on their flights. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Our parents were too busy figuring out how to use the Internet (because they didn’t grow up with it like we did) to realize that their children were being groomed and traumatized online. This is what unrestricted internet access as a minor can lead to too many times. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I mostly felt like third wheel during the beach visit yesterday with the gf and her new girlfriend.. but it wasn’t like, bad? I guess. I mean I had fun. I’m used to feeling left out and detached in so many different things these days so it’s not a big deal here. I wasn’t jealous (her girlfriend was worried I would be) and I think it’s because I’ve been at this song and dance long enough now. Sure,... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I hate how lonely that I am. I’m the same lonely person that I was five, ten years ago. It’s so hard to make connections which is ironic considering all this technology that we have to connect with each other. When I do get attention it’s from those that I don’t want. Sometimes I still talk to them anyway even if I know I’ll regret it. It’s almost like a form of self harm. I’ll do stupid things wh... » Continue Reading
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Category: Parties and Nightlife
Maybe it’s just the lesbian and the asexual spectrum in me but I’ve never understood the appeal of strippers regardless of what gender the person might be. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My dad is visiting me for the week. I get to show him around the new area I live in but!!! Bonus lore: tw for abuse mention This is the man who emotionally abused me during my entire childhood and even after that! Aha 🥲 We get along a lot better now that we talk less and less and live in different states but the trauma is still there. My stepdad has been shitty sometimes too. Funny that they have... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
If I were conventionally attractive I would be unstoppable. It’s not fair that I can’t change my body’s appearance just by willing it. I wanna be a shape-shifter so bad so I can look how I want when I want. Also the urge to become an animal and run around being silly is very real. 😌💅 » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
It’s getting colder and colder here and we’re supposed to get sleet :( maybe snow idk. Watch North Carolina cancel school again. Plus the entire country is in a flu epidemic AND a fascism epidemic. I’m just sitting here hoping we make it out. Whatever that looks like. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
*Quietly adds anemia to my list of diagnoses* It’s like a Pokemon card collection at this point. My doctor told me that I’m slightly anemic today. She also asked me if I’ve ever talked to someone about POTS. I almost laughed because I have wondered before if I have it after doing research on the topic. Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, what a mouthful! » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Anyway. I’m almost out of my heart medication & I’m out of refills. I only took one today because I have so few left. My appointment with my new doctor is Monday. I called their office today and asked if they could approve a refill for me earlier than Monday. The scheduler person said someone would call me but they didn’t today. So that’s nice. Also I just woke up from a several hour depression na... » Continue Reading
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