It's been a few weeks and I finally have time to blog again. So much has happened internally that I'm just grateful to be here. Lately the more at peace I am with myself and forgiving and accepting the things I couldn't let go of, the more fortune has come toward me. It can be anything from finding $20 on the floor at Trader Joe's or just good news and I can't help but think that it's because I'v... » Continue Reading
I just watched a video of Andrew Garfield on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert and he talks about grieving his mother who just passed. He says that "grief is love unexpressed". That hit hard. I guess you're right. Everyone that has passed in my life, I feel like I've grieved properly. It's the one that's still alive that I don't think I can. How does grief end when the love still lives but it's ... » Continue Reading
Last night was the Kolohe Kai concert at Anaheim House of Blues. This was the 1st concert I went to in more than 2 yrs. and it was nice. We ran into some familiar faces...some once not too friendly before hahaha but mostly all vibes. I ran into one of my old neighbors there and some family friends. I even got to hang out with my cousins and a friend I hardly see again. Concerts are one of the thi... » Continue Reading
two nights ago i had a dream i was back in my childhood church. I walked in and on the pews there were 637 637 637...just kinda floating around kinda like those graphics you see of text on kdramas or netflix when ppl get texts. I saw a few friends in hs there (they didn't grow up with me at that church). they were all wearing black. One guy was sitting next to someone who wasn't his gf anymore (t... » Continue Reading
So I've been doing my research about EVs in general and this model set to release early 2022 in the US looks very promising. I've never owned an EV and in my findings have discovered that previous EV owners switched back to their standard gas cars after. What I like about the KIA EV6: -aesthetically different and the backline just looks so premium, setting it apart from other EVs in our market -r... » Continue Reading
Lol she got me messed up how she let her sociopath friend into her home on multiple occasions and even suggested her husband take her out for dinner. She can catch the palest fade » Continue Reading
this high is like healing my inner teen. hahaha i may just do a video about it or just a small shout out during one of my kawaii haul vids. it's so refreshing to see a wave of people truly excited about something--and not in the apathetic way but more like genuinely excited. i'm loving the vibe. » Continue Reading
I fear that once this gains more ground that ads will slowly start to seep into this place. Not by corporations but by small businesses at first...which is ok i guess, but I'd like for it to not be so marketplacey. I like the organic evolution of creative people doing their own thing and then being drawn--not sold-- to the art. The ads and suggestions from other platforms were too intrusive. I cou... » Continue Reading
I was just telling myself today that damn, I miss blogging. Although I never really had anyone read them I just miss the emotional dumping of my brain onto the screen. I've always used journals since I learned how to write. Back then there wasn't a lot to write about anyway. It was 2004 and the most shit I had to complain about was forgetting rotations at volleyball practice before a big game. WE... » Continue Reading