17s & etc.

Lately the more at peace I am with myself and forgiving and accepting the things I couldn't let go of, the more fortune has come toward me. It can be anything from finding $20 on the floor at Trader Joe's or just good news and I can't help but think that it's because I've made room for something new-- I've made space to receive. All the confirmations begin to follow. My lucky numbers: 17 and the angel numbers esp. 111, 1111, 222, 444, 777, 999, 0000, and 128 & 226 just means something else to me. I know my guides are giving me nudges telling me that I'm on my path and to stay steadfast. There was a moment where I felt like the water was so still...that the waves were flat but I just had to prepare for the ride comin in. I've got to appreciate the calm before the storm. I'm ready to receive and embrace something great coming in. 

I have this odd knowing?? like it's beyond feeling because it's been confirmed multiple times over that a start or restart is happening...that everything had to happen in the way that they did and that the people we had to meet had to be presented at the time and in the matters that taught us about our strengths and to come to terms with the important parts of love-- the heart of the stuff that actually matters-- the core that really matters: patience, kindness, acceptance, humbling, reconciliation from false ideas and things we thought we wanted but had no exposure to. The journey broke us and we had to grow apart. I don't know how else to explain it in ways that don't sound insane in this life but I know this is meant to happen and not in a way that's is settling but in a way that was fated. 

For now I have to let things happen organically and that things have to happen separately with no expectations. When the dust settles and through the debris it'll be me and the person meant for me waiting on the opposite end. Until then, keep the faith and continue to give them the space to practice free will on their journey to what they need to learn and close out.