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17 (the cursed age where stuff goes wrong) :3
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Category: Writing and Poetry
being stood up when this was my last opportunity to see you in what has felt like months, in reality- weeks, hurt more than i might be willing to admit. i waited at that train stat » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I am still just a rat in a cage. and above all, exhausted. i could have hope and I could have dreams but when they are ideas of mine, they’re all so silent they might as well not exist in the first place. if my feelings, if my rage and self expression, were neat, if they were organised, were digestable to your average Mary sue type of person- if all my loudness; the combustion of opinion and feel... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
nothing 2 srs i js wantd to share me + my frnds' fits frm friday :3 (obviously i am the most emo looking one, as god intended all men to be) : i was kind of going for a ryan ross afycso era x mcr revenge era look. did i do well? (i assume so since multiple p » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
i’m like a candle where the unmelted wax is enveloping the wick, extinguishing its flame. everything was going well and i was coling until a switch flipped and i’m no longer able to stay on top of piling schoolwork. i do the work (most of the time), and before the lesson its just that ‘submit’ button taunting me and the work i’ve completed; it could always be improved, there’s always something sl... » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
okay so literally this school yr i started playing dnd for the 1st time (i joined the club in my new school), and since it was recently my bday i am #officiallylessbrokethanbefore!!. ...i spent that money on dnd dice. BUT THEY ARE SUPER COOL i found them on etsy and they're kind of clear with little 3D resin animals in them an they were super cheap too (£19 with shipping what a bargain!). but now... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
this past week has been fun, bt also incredibly stressful in th sense tht im always stressed nd there have been days tht were more stressful than others whether it be fr more homewrk or frgtten skoolwrk. i dnt think tht evry minr prblm shld b stressing me out this much, yet at th same time my mum says regular stress is healthy. mybe this goes byond regular stress tho. my stomach churns nd i feel s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
there’s these days where i’ll torture myself, lying awake at night thinking about what could’ve been if the dice that decides our lives rolled a slghtly different outcome. like what if i was born as a cis boy? what if that wasnt the case at all, and i’d judt been a girl all my life? would you ever be capable of loving me and would i be happier? i dream of a future that’s so surreal it could be a... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i saw you again on saturday, and i’m only writing because i’m confident you won’t see this. no matter how much time passes i think you’ll still be the first (maybe only) boy i’m capable of loving, though love is such a strong word for young boys like us. we were in my bedroom talking, catching up in far too much detail for only friends. amongst the light-hearted jokes and criticisms of eachother’s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
seriously i know i only JUST wrote my blog posts but is evry1 treating this like an actual blog thing thats srs or wtv, or can we do this pete wentz-style where its just a bunch of poorly hidden metaphors, cryptic messages and FULL of misery and definitely overreaction? just curious abt evry1's take as i'd definitely be more inclined to ramble and rant at like 1 a.m if there's no coherent or easy ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
so i knew this for a while now. finally being free from jail gives me a new perspective on relationships. maybe one day i'll start something healthy and stick to the habit. five years ago if you told me i'd laugh and not fake it i'd tell you it was a reality i only had in my dreams, the venom of fake friendship that i was drip-feeding myself started clouding my vision. it was as if i was a zoo ani... » Continue Reading
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