final improvements?

this past week has been fun, bt also incredibly stressful in th sense tht im always stressed nd there have been days tht were more stressful than others whether it be fr more homewrk or frgtten skoolwrk. i dnt think tht evry minr prblm shld b stressing me out this much, yet at th same time my mum says regular stress is healthy. mybe this goes byond regular stress tho. my stomach churns nd i feel sick b4, during, nd after a test or a particularly hard class cuz im scared theyll find out i dnt belong amongst all th smart ppl- im just a poser scraping by in my skool, kind of drowned by th amt of pressure on us to b ‘independant’ and i dnt think any1 else ive talked to feels th same way. 

but anyway!! since being out of the hellhole of catholic skool ive had less bad days, and for th 1st time in a very long time/ forever i just burst into a bout of glee out of nowhere. i got to experience being rlly happy without a causing factor. that felt rlly gud once i realised it :3. 

sry fr any spelling or grammatical errors im writing this on th train to skool and my phone screen very badly needs replacing. also, i dnt rlly know what to label this as but cuz ive mostly been talking abt skool i’ll tag (catgorise?) it under that

see y’all, finneyfoxx :]