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Category: Life
i've been on autopilot again lately. not rlly in a bad way? just dissociated and drowning myself in my interests, which atm is deltarune lol. i need to prep for art fight still...... ive been like super lazy abt it bc i do not like drawing references (i find it boring + a chore) but yk. it's gotta be done. and, besides, i dont even do full refs anymore, just full-bodies that capture the essence of... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
unfortunately i actually rlly like the light fury in httyd 3. i think shes cute idk. like objectively ik her design is misogynistic as fuck and just... in comparison to other female dragons in the series not very good... but i like her still. i do think the concept art for her is better than what we ended up with for sure. i also think that a lot of my appreciation for her comes from the deleted ... » Continue Reading
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i want to personalize my profile more. like, i think this makes for a nice template, but i do desire something more akin to my soul. i suck at HTML tho... coding in general. blehg. maybe a summer project? » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
1. if i come across as combative when talking abt mental health, im genuinely not trying to. im not rlly here to debate anything. im probably just frustrated in the moment + tired. especially when it comes to OSDDID related shit im just rlly exhausted by everything online and want to vent abt it LOL 2. i am criminally, extraordinarily terrible at IM'ing people. if u have messaged me and i havent r... » Continue Reading
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dyed my hair back to black. striking ebony, cut tails into my sideburns and curled them, cut my fringe short. really just trying to make myself look like some oddity or specimen more than human. channeling lisbeth salander through my soul (i've been rereading the girl with the dragon tattoo and i love her immensely). albeit, a much rounder lisbeth. to be honest, i don't like my body right now. i m... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
i consider myself a retired internet troll. i don't get much of a kick out of it anymore as an adult. honestly, past 17 i was pretty done with the culture. it made me a rather cynical person and i didn't like that about myself. i was never truly terrible, as some could be, but i was definitely mean. though, i must say, that cynicism and mean humour sometimes comes lurching out from the depths of m... » Continue Reading
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I talked abt this on my tumblr some, but i feel as if socially I've regressed quite a bit. in the sense that, I'm not quite as outgoing, and my introverted nature has a hold on me akin to ivy on a brick wall; just creeping into all facets of my life. I was invited to a rager a week ago---that was on friday---and I didn't end up going in favour of sitting in my room playing animaljam and listening ... » Continue Reading
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feeling. incredibly strange at the moment. ive barely been eating lately, which feels highly abnormal. ever since i started meds like a year ago ive become a massive foodie, just a vacuum for calories dude. but lately? i make myself a plate at dinner, smaller portions than what ive become accustomed to, and i still cant finish it. i ate like half a chicken breast and some rice today. im just not h... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
i saw a tweet recently where someone said sleep token sounded like "retail emo music" and it broke me. i cant listen to them anymore barring "aqua regia" bc THEY WERE LITERALLY SO RIGHT LMFAO. no hate no shade to anyone who likes them, tbh i was never super into them so it wouldnt have taken much to break me from listening to them anyway. » Continue Reading
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i dont rlly feel like making another long-winded rant rn bc im busy playing animal jam; but i feel like people fundamentally misunderstand what "introjects" and "fictives" are tbh. like the idea of a fictive in particular is so extremely sensationalized online atp the entire premise has become moot in people's minds and is equated to roleplay, whereas what a fictive really is, is an alter taking u... » Continue Reading
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im what the kids these days call a "disorder salad" and im genuinely so ashamed of it. it's like... genuinely the most dreadful experience to know i cant function normally and probably never will, am constantly relying on the care of others, etc. im entirely professionally diagnosed (psychiatrist + 3 therapists). idk. one of my main diagnoses is DID. and i dont rlly like talking abt it bc ppl gene... » Continue Reading
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