suburban wolf

dyed my hair back to black. striking ebony, cut tails into my sideburns and curled them, cut my fringe short. really just trying to make myself look like some oddity or specimen more than human. channeling lisbeth salander through my soul (i've been rereading the girl with the dragon tattoo and i love her immensely). albeit, a much rounder lisbeth. to be honest, i don't like my body right now. i miss being size 0, lol, even if i'm much healthier now. idk, i haven't been eating much lately so.. maybe i'll get back there. my appetite basically doesn't exist anymore. isn't if funny how easy it is to relapse into these bad habits? 

frith is still gone, which is fine. ive decided to pre-emptively start editing things like bios and such to more accurately represent us as a whole. menya is the name of our fursona, so, i thought it'd make a suitable pseudonym. i believe it's russian for "me" but i could be wrong, i snagged it from a comic i like. my friend suggested we just use the label "queer" to represent us, if anything, and i fw that tbh. 

anyway, i've been making a few different playlists. here's one for a project i'm working on about a fallen angel: