drop ur art fight users below if ur participating this year (or... even if ur not tbh... i'll still follow idgaf). my participation is kinda hinging on the team themes (destruction v creation pls pls pls). i do honestly rlly enjoy drawing stuff for ppl i just HATE making refs of my ocs fsr. it's such a chore to me. » Continue Reading
i genuinely feel like im 12 again bc i just spent my entire saturday playing animaljam. literally as soon as i got up + showered i hopped on, took like an hour break at noon, and then played up until a few mins ago bc i started getting motion sick. i might make another post ranting abt the trading economy bc it's been a rlly wild experience to follow. i will say i was productive despite this. i g... » Continue Reading
my therapist asked me what i had been watching lately and i ended up going on a half hour rant abt the "dire wolf" clones and genetic archeology to her 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 productive session tho otherwise. i dont rlly like getting too personal publicly these days. im very much a hermit online in my own lil cavern, but shits been rough. to put it lightly. had some not-so-pleasant sexual abuse memories... » Continue Reading
i have nothing to write rlly. this week has been awful in terms of my ptsd, and i feel rlly bad bc i have 2 outstanding commissions but i fr cant be bothered to get out of bed and draw. it's getting better tho. been writing a vampire au of my characters with a couple friends. im actually in the middle of rping a bar scene w one of them and it's going rlly well! i havent written long form in awhile... » Continue Reading
i miss california. i long for something i barely knew at all. but, in the same vein, i love my home here. even the smallness of it. i used to think it was boring, that better prospects lay outside the country overseas, that i was being suffocated and turned stale, limited. but as ive grown, ive realized that my home is quite beautiful in its own way. i mean, i live near a major tourist spot, so th... » Continue Reading
still mad as fuck that i had to drop chemistry but yk. it is what it is. im still rlly sick so i went to see my GP yesterday. she thinks i have a sinus infection on top of a double ear infection and laryngitis so im on meds for allat. im excited for easter tho. also, i need to brainwash u all into reading laika's comet. thats all good bye. » Continue Reading
i have to drop out of my chem class. we have a 3 day absence limit and im abt to hit my third day. im just... so fucking unwell. my bro came back from the military super sick, and i guess i got whatever he had. it sucks. i cant speak over a whisper, im coughing literally every 5 seconds, my throat hurts to an insane degree and there is never any relief. ive been feverish, too, which is obviously a... » Continue Reading
ive been thinking about this literally since i went to bed last night and i need to rant a bit. everyone and their mfing mom has already talked about how dire wolves are not actually "de-exinct," but i've been seeing the craziest takes (mostly on tiktok, unsurprisingly). one that really made my blood boil was something about how the funding of de-extinction processes is taking away from funding to... » Continue Reading
had a pretty rough time with my work today. idk i just wasnt feeling it. considering posting the sketch comms i did here to sorta ease into that, but im also rlly shy so we'll see! appreciate the support on my last post :) » Continue Reading
i mentioned trying to build an art platform earlier, and it occurred to me i could post my art here?? im not sure how interested anyone would be in that. maybe i'll post the sketch comms i finished tmrw. anyway im going to bed, gn everyone! » Continue Reading
might make a longer continuation post abt this. i love big bird. like im just completely enamored with him. hes been a real pillar of comfort for me during this season as ive been experiencing some pretty intense trauma memories. im tempted to write about those when i feel less intensely about them, but i also dont know if thats too much ykwim? my mom commissioned someone to crochet a large big b... » Continue Reading
quick post. cant get music to work on my profile and it's pissing me off so bad bro. followed instructions of like 5 different posts to a T and it just Will Not Play. i might just give up atp like it isnt worth the stress LOLL UPDATE!!! i got it to work, was missing a rlly small piece of code and completely overlooked it lol » Continue Reading