trolling

i consider myself a retired internet troll. i don't get much of a kick out of it anymore as an adult. honestly, past 17 i was pretty done with the culture. it made me a rather cynical person and i didn't like that about myself. i was never truly terrible, as some could be, but i was definitely mean. though, i must say, that cynicism and mean humour sometimes comes lurching out from the depths of my soul. not often, and never towards anyone considered undeserving---in the sense that, i will only ever target someone already cruel, and never take it too far. it's all in good fun, y'know. last night some new members were added to my private friend discord (barf, i know) server---friends of a friend---and they had some interesting lore to share about someone. anyway, it ended up with a copypasta being sent to said person dubbed "the fat man's plight" which, in upmost honesty, made me laugh way harder than i shouldve, and still does! amongst other things. idk.

i ill say, i've largely made up for my past, i believe. my primary stomping grounds were animaljam. presently, one of my favourite things to do are send people compliments with gifts attached. from time to time i'll see someone looking for a rather niche item i happen to have (and often not use) so i'll send it to them. idk, it's really lovely to see their reactions. being known now as someone who spreads kindness rather than hate is nice. 

anyway, here's the copypasta: