Honestly? Yeah, yknow what? Fuck it, here's my kin list. We listen and we judge type shit Starting off strong with Kaveh from the hit game Genshin Impact. What can I say? I'm a wannabe architect/industrial designer who chose medicine even if it meant I would be miserable. Ok, being miserable is a bit of a stretch, but only by like... an inch... Sometimes I wonder what I would have been like if I h... » Continue Reading
I mean... ORV isn't really a movie, TV series, or celebrity, but like... where else would I talk about my king Kim Dokja? Anyway, this is an essay that I wrote for one of my exams in one of my courses last semester. The question was about picking a character and determining whether they were a tragic hero or a knight of fate. As I've read more ORV and become wiser in the past 5 months, I've though... » Continue Reading
So it's technically the 13th but idc cuz I ended yesterday at 2 am today soooo yah anyway I woke up at 8, like I have been recently, and I felt really restless, which is kind of new? I've just been feeling restless a lot lately and not in a productive way with schoolwork way. It's very much an "I need to do something to stop thinking right now" and "I need to move" way. Granted, I ended up taking ... » Continue Reading
Quick sidenote, I learned what exactly bulletins are today, and it made me think about this one post talking about how no one really responds to them anymore, which is why it's so dead on here, but like honestly... I'm just here to post like... yknow what I post... which is I guess short form essays and whatever? ANYWAY Truthfully, I don't actually study "real" anatomy. I should, but I'll do that ... » Continue Reading
like... a month ago or something I wrote about me absolutely losing it and uh... the chem exam went ok! 85! Not bad at all! And a 94% on my physics exam! So, basically... I've come to realize I should just start studying earlier because this is so doable. Not chem tho... Honestly, I've accepted that I most likely won't pass with an A unless the ACS goes REAAALLLLLY well but there's no fucking way ... » Continue Reading
i just watched plave's cover of blackpink and like it made me realize how empty the song sounds... like listen i love blackpink cuz they were the first kpop group i listened to but... why were the instrumentals so... quiet? It just seemed so simple given that pink venom was their comeback after many, many years... This is like the one grievance I have with many kpop ggs. Again, I absolutely love a... » Continue Reading
Man, I love stupid little games like solitaire and minesweeper. It's like the digital version of the visual stimulation from playing with a cat. I think the only thing holding me together through this semester is minesweeper... I had to read a book for physics called "A Mind for Numbers" and it explained the different types of learning states that your mind is usually in. I can't say I'm a big fan... » Continue Reading
I HATE SCHOOOOOOOL I HATE LEARNING STUFF I DONT ACTUALLY NEED I DONT CARE ABOUT ORGANIC CHEMISTRY HOW IS IT GONNA HELP ME USE A FREAKING MICROSCOPE I DONT CAREEEEEEEEE AND I HAVE AN EXAM COMING UP?!?!?? PLEASEE WHAT I'M SO FREAKING BEHIND GRAHHHHH BRING BACK APPRENTICESHIPS I PROMISE I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING BUT PATHOLOGY IN MED SCHOOL I COULDN'T CARE LESS ABOUT PRESCRIBING MEDICINE PLEASEEEEEE... » Continue Reading
I forgot that I can't just say stuff without first going, "yeah... yknow... this is... me...". Tbh I'm horrible at introducing myself to the point idk what to say when I'm being interviewed, but oh well! So, to start, I'm a first-gen Chinese American who also happens to be a 20-yr-old second-year pre-med college student majoring in immunology and minoring in art studio and chemistry (it's basical... » Continue Reading
(not really done cuz something happened but here's like... a rough idea i had) While I understand not everything happens for a reason and things may never have a concrete explanation, I try my best to come up with a reason/rational thought that best encompasses an abstract idea. I would like to thank the fact that I was basically stockholmed by math and now require a meaning/label for everything. ... » Continue Reading
None of my friends listen to PLAVE as religiously as I do so it's time to scream into the void about my feelings about their latest album. I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE IT!!!! This opinion is heavily biased by the fact that I just really love PLAVE. I also just really like how they've expanded their range. Until now, their songs have been on the chiller side, with PUTV showing their slight transition to more e... » Continue Reading
Ok, so you know how you scale pain or emotions/feelings at the doctor's office or just any health place? I think it's stupid. Like, genuinely it doesn't make any sense. How am I supposed to rank how I'm feeling on a scale from 1-10. I saw this post once about how that scale isn't helpful to people with chronic pain due to tolerance and all that and like yes fair and I don't have chronic pains so I... » Continue Reading