crashing out

I HATE SCHOOOOOOOL I HATE LEARNING STUFF I DONT ACTUALLY NEED I DONT CARE ABOUT ORGANIC CHEMISTRY HOW IS IT GONNA HELP ME USE A FREAKING MICROSCOPE I DONT CAREEEEEEEEE AND I HAVE AN EXAM COMING UP?!?!?? PLEASEE WHAT I'M SO FREAKING BEHIND GRAHHHHH BRING BACK APPRENTICESHIPS I PROMISE I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING BUT PATHOLOGY IN MED SCHOOL I COULDN'T CARE LESS ABOUT PRESCRIBING MEDICINE PLEASEEEEEEEE JUST TELL ME HOW TO KNOW WHAT CELLS ARE FROM WHERE I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE bro. I'm straight up so behind on so much and i have a huge project coming up and my team members are doing crap. Are you kidding me right now? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! AND I HAVE AN EXAM THE SAME DAY AS THE EVENT?! FUCKKKKKKKK FUCK FUCKFUKCUFKCKFUCUFKUFKCFU anyway. I wish audhd, depression, and anxiety were a valid reason to not do anything but alas my ego won't accept it... maybe if i keep playing minesweeper... oh I recently got this shirt and like... yeah... this is the stuff of dreams frfr i need to get more waistcoats...