i gotta stop overreacting...

like... a month ago or something I wrote about me absolutely losing it and uh... the chem exam went ok! 85! Not bad at all! And a 94% on my physics exam! So, basically... I've come to realize I should just start studying earlier because this is so doable. Not chem tho... Honestly, I've accepted that I most likely won't pass with an A unless the ACS goes REAAALLLLLY well but there's no fucking way that's happening... unless it does! We might just make it out alive then... my immunology class so far has been ok-ish. I need to check the syllabus to see how ok it is... PLEASE LET THIS ALL WORK OUT AT LEAST GIVE ME AN A IN PHYSICS AND IMMUNOLOGY BECAUSE THAT IS VERY MUCH MY MAJOR PLEASEEEEEEEEEE

The worst part about organic chem 2 is that I don't actually need it. Med schools don't really look at it. If I remember correctly you just need it for the MCAT which is so dumb if the school isn't going to look at it... UGH at least I can say I wasn't weeded that much out...

Also, physics is such an ego booster. One of the people I know in my class (it's calculus based physics btw) got a 47%... which means he basically got only 2 questions right out of 5... and he's an engineering major... as is everyone else in the class... I haven't touched any sort of real math in genuinely like 2 years but thank god I'm still ok at it. Anyway, yesterday during my lab, some of my other physics classmates were saying that they got the grade they expected because they didn't study and like... honestly, you really didn't need to study that much- our professor gave us a formula sheet which was genuinely all you needed... you just needed to know what the variables stood for and what the constant for gravity is, but that's really it... Anyway, I'm glad we don't have another exam in that class! Which is crazy because my friends in the non-calculus based physics have exams every what seems like three weeks. Thank god I like calculus and got lucky with the class I'm in. I don't think I could handle having more than two classes that have regular exams! 

I say that as if I'm not packing my schedule this summer and fall... c'est la vie ig...