Kin List

Honestly? Yeah, yknow what? Fuck it, here's my kin list. We listen and we judge type shit

Starting off strong with Kaveh from the hit game Genshin Impact. What can I say? I'm a wannabe architect/industrial designer who chose medicine even if it meant I would be miserable. Ok, being miserable is a bit of a stretch, but only by like... an inch... Sometimes I wonder what I would have been like if I had actually pursued a more math and arts-focused career than what I'm doing now. I love biology and nature with all my heart, but I just so happen to be better at math. 

Next, we have the beautiful Pu Yiyong from the Taiwanese show, "Oh No, Here Comes Trouble". Incredible show by the way. Anyway, he's a very emotionally intelligent guy, loves art, but is also a bit slow when it comes to comprehending things. And like... me fucking too, man. Honestly, the only difference between us is that he speaks better Mandarin and is Taiwanese. Oh, and that he actually has a comic that he makes. And that he baaaasically has a boyfriend. Actually, there's a lot between us that aren't the same... bah who am I kidding. If you put that man in the same room as me and we were given an essay test to take? We would have the same answers. This bitch is me. There is no kin. I am literally Yiyong and Yiyong is literally me.

Ok... yall gotta hear me out on this one because like... this is a whole ass real human being. BUT. If we look at it from the perspective that we don't necessarily see the true sides of kpop idols and that they're acting as a character... then I have to add Chae Bonggu or Bamby from hit group PLAVE. NOW I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING. "Babes. You have a problem." I KNOW. TRUST ME I KNOW I DO BUT IT'S THE TRUTH YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND!!! At the end of the day, the way Bamby acts on camera is the most realest depiction of how I feel that I am. If I weren't so fucking anxious, I too would act out a lil more. Honestly, watching him has made me feel more comfortable with myself because it feels good to know that I'm not the only one out there like that, especially since he's like yknow... an idol. Obviously, there are plenty of people out that like me but how the fuck am I supposed to know if we all have social anxiety and don't talk to each other? Hello?

Cheng Xiaoshi (Link Click): He's pretty much here for the same reasons as Yiyong. Honestly, idk... we have a lot of differences... at the same time thoooooooo... doomed Chinese man that's just smart enough to still be basically dumb (in the endearing way because he did graduate college)??? hell yeah. Hell the fuck yeah.

I can't actually remember why I have Shigeo Kageyama on my list (I keep track of them on my phone lol)... Oh nooooo I have to watch Mob Psycho again to find out??? oh noooo what ever will i dooooo... 

Kakeru Naruse from the manga series Orange. This one. If you know. You know. I'm not going into this one because no way in hell am I going to be caught crying while in lab. Also because that's a bit to deep for me to go into on a public domain. I will say, though! I have gotten much better in terms of mental health. So, yeah... moving up in the world! I think it was through reading Orange actually that helped me start my recovery, although it was veeeeeery slow. Obviously, I'm going to have very, very low times again, but like in Orange, I know there are people I'll be able to lean on. Also, if you haven't read it, I highly recommend Orange. It's literally so peak. It's kind of in the same vein of media as Everything Everywhere All At Once so trust.

Kim Dokja. Oh my god, do I have things to say about this one. Have I gotten a little better from my depression? Yes. Have I gotten better from my dissociation/depersonalization/derealization? Absolutely not and you know who else hasn't (as if it's something he can control)? Kim "the goat" Dokja. Now, Kim Dokja is a character from Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint and I have previously posted a blog containing an essay I wrote about him for an exam. If he were real, I wouldn't be aro-ace (jk lol but also what if...). Anyway, love my derealized king. 

There was more I wanted to say but apparently I'm only ever in the writing mood when I'm in a lab lol... might add some more stuff.

also? totally off topic but I found this user with like really fucking insane and racist takes and I looked into his profile AND BRO LISTENS TO ALT MUSIC?!?! baddie... you cannot be alt and racist... i fear that's literally impossible... at least it should um anyway that was my kin list! lol i feel so... not responsible adult who tf writes about their kin list while studying tumors lmao-