I was raised as a Christian Catholic. I was always an active part on my Church - a member of choir, volunteering to read Bible out loud during Holy Mass, helping organize events and present every Sunday ready to worship God. I even cried myself to sleep over the fact that because of my gender I could never be an altar boy. At the age of 12 I decided that once I grow up I want to be a nun and soon ... » Continue Reading
I'm supposed to be writing essay for my anatomy lectures, but I needed a break lol There is a girl in my group at the university. The prettiest one I have ever seen. She got there later, at like second week of the semester, and I was one of the first people she talked with. We have all the lectures and other classes together. I want to get closer with her, but despite my meds I'm still insanely so... » Continue Reading
So, context - due to my poor mental heath (nothing diagnosed, yet before getting help all my mid was doing was fighting me) at the end of 2023 I've decided to drop out of uni and give myself break. I was supposed to start working during that time, but I never found a job. So the last 1,5 year I was just sitting in my room. And what's the best thing to do in that situation? Doomscrolling. I was bar... » Continue Reading
As title says I think the will to create is purely human. Giving it to a soulless machine is just cruel and like killing all the artist that have been creating for the past centuries with a dagger. Because if you try to create - you put your soul into it. Writing a promt into chat GPT can't never compare. All this effort and time - only other human can understand. That's why I hate seeing post (es... » Continue Reading
This might sound weird, but yea, I want to e-date. And I genuinely don't know why. I am terrible at texting. Everyone who messaged me there or whom I'm friends with know, that this is my least favorite form of communication since for some reason it stresses the fuck out of me and it's impossible for me to answer within resonable time. So why my mind yearns for relationship based on that? Also, I a... » Continue Reading
So I'm writing this drunk (no one is surprised considering the title) and yea... I might be drinking too much. I drink since I was 16. It's not legal in my county, but also not that surprising, since I'm slavic. Alcohol always was a big part of my life - whole family form my dads sides drink definitely too much. I'm not surprised I ended up like this tbh. Majority of times I meet up with my friend... » Continue Reading
so the font ive been using for my profile for some reason is no longer working?? i checked, its still on google fonts, the link hasnt changed, so can someone who knows more about coding sites can tell me what happend? its supposed to be pixaleted, but it shows up like something similar to times new roman, idk if it does that for everyone so i need people to comment and tell me!! thenk yu » Continue Reading
I just saw a TikTok about cleaning your hands when you go out to eat at the restaurant and bunch of people in the comments where admitting that they don't do that. WHAT I clean my hands every time I go back home and sometimes even before I leave my house, before and after eating, after playing with my cats, before going to sleep, after using the toilet, sometimes after using any electronics (even ... » Continue Reading
So, to get this thing started - I am profiction. I don't think censorship of ANYTHING leads to anything good, I don't believe that the fiction you consume reflects who you are as a human being. That being said, I just want to rumble about proshipping as a community or some shit , since I'm currently drunk and very bored. First of all - my therapist thinks this is a valid coping mechanism. During t... » Continue Reading
As the title say. I am open to A LOT of ships, but if your OTP involves real life people don't talk to me. I know it's like a culture in some fandoms. I have friends who are active in k-pop spaces and I know there it's really normalized. One of my friends even is an author of popular fanfic involving idols and it does make me uncomfortable, but what can I do. But why I consider shipping bullying? ... » Continue Reading
DISCLAIMER: I do not know queer history. I never cared enough to read any books about it nor I had the opportunity to talk with elderly queer people. If you think that it makes my whole blog post invalid, I don't blame you. I just feel like I needed to disclose that. If you're queer and often online you've probably came across this discussion. If you're even more online you most likely see posts l... » Continue Reading
Call me a bad person, but a lot of times I don't check peoples DNIs before interacting and I find it silly that others expect it. Before giving someone a follow? Of course. Before commenting one's post? Sure, sometimes. Before liking their post? Absolutely not. I find it to be way too much work to do that for every single person and to be honest I thought everyone thought like that. But sometimes ... » Continue Reading
Report User
