I want an e-girlfriend!

This might sound weird, but yea, I want to e-date. And I genuinely don't know why.

I am terrible at texting. Everyone who messaged me there or whom I'm friends with know, that this is my least favorite form of communication since for some reason it stresses the fuck out of me and it's impossible for me to answer within resonable time. So why my mind yearns for relationship based on that?

Also, I already once was in some sort of e-relationship. During the pandemic I had a girlfriend and for obvious reasons we couldn't meet up. And I was so miserable at that time because I couldn't be next to her and hug her or some shit!

I guess the aesthetic of it is kinda nice. Long voice call talks, playing games together, having matching profile pictures and sending each other photos of animals and describing them as "USSSS". But these are all the things you can also do with a normal relationship!

Anyway, I can't wait to get accepted to university so I have a chance to meet new people, including the love of my life.