"i'm half-doomed and you're semi-sweet "
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Category: Friends
please dni: -the basics (racists, homophobes, abelists, etc) -trumpies -proshippers (find a better coping mechanism, you're future pedophiles because lord knows none of you are over 14 years of age.) -terfs -if you think trans guys can be lesbians -cream cheese enjoyers. /j -people who will tell me "it's not that deep" (IT IS.) -i don't care how old you are just don't be weird pls -if we have lite... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
ignorance - paramore shameless - all time low loser - cute is what we aim for sophomore slump or comeback of the year - fall out boy boy division - my chemical romance camisado - panic! at the disco going under - evanescence paper chase - the academy is » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
you're witty and psychosomatic, symptoms aggravated by mental dramatizations that will never lack supply there's an itching in my tendons, one that's telling me to run but another in my heart that's telling me we've just begun and i can't feel my fingers same way i can't feel your love every day's a ball and chain, a game of push and shove so write me one more hook, another twist, another scene bu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
happy 25/25!! i know this happens twelve times in the year but shush i just noticed it now. today was weird. i was on instagram live drawing and this one person in my chat was asking questions like "have you ever sold drugs" and another person was telling me about their dead grandmother who wasn't actually dead i don't think??? anyhow it was just really uncomfortable. i don't think i'll go on thei... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
contrary to popular belief i'm actually trying really hard not to relapse. so i'm trying to distract myself. hence why i'm typing this. i'm awfully sad tonight. my best friend was with her boyfriend again today and my online friends live close to each other and hung out and i'm in a totally different country. i just kinda wish people wanted to hang out with me. i don't think i'm always the one ask... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
the alternative title to this is "i hate you for leaving me here" but i felt that was a bit harsh. i still think it, however. i do hate you for leaving me here and going on and being so happy without me. you understand i can't live without you, right? and that truly i have no purpose if not to see you smile? well, i guess that's not right. i have someone else, someone who would never dream of aban... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
so there went half my summer only seeing you and you only seeing me. i love you. not romantically, i don't think i'm capable of loving anyone like that, but from the bottom of my heart, i love you. every time i think of you it's like i'm back in sylvan and i'm swimming with the minnows. i wish you could have gone with me, it would have been less lonely with you. hopefully this august you will. i w... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
dear my sweetest jackrabbit you were cruel i will admit grind your teeth and throw a fit you're still a habit i won't quit i'm so angry i can't breathe i still see your eyes i » Continue Reading
Category: Life
holy shit she texted me. she texted me first. like unprovoked. she hasn’t texted me first in months. i saw the message in my notifications and i felt such a weight lifted off my shoulders, but also simultaneously like everything around me just crumbled to the ground. i haven’t responded. i’ll wait. she doesn’t respond immediately so i won’t either. fuck this is insane. anyway glad we held onto may... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i’ve accepted the fact that if i’m going to be friends with them then i’ll have to put in the most effort. that’s just how some friendships are. but i can’t lose them. i haven’t talked to them in two weeks and these two weeks have been hell. genuine depression central. so i’ll just coordinate all our hangouts and check in on them and send them reels that remind me of them. it’s okay. i’m okay. it’... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i pinned our messages on instagram the second i downloaded the app so i could see them every time i opened it. but now that we don’t talk anymore, i still see our messages first. however i can’t bring myself to unpin our chat. so ill just stare at your profile picture and wait for you to text me. you won’t. you posted a story today with another friend. our friend. that isn’t me. you were at the ma... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
the only thing i can think of to start this is by saying how much a hate them both. but that would be a lie. you don’t text people you hate asking if you’re still friends. you don’t apologize to people you hate for trying so hard to have what we used to have. you don’t scroll back in your messages with people you hate and wonder what you did wrong. they said it’s okay. they said they’re sorry for ... » Continue Reading
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