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rayray ✧
"why does no one actually like me as a person?"
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fav songs rn (apr 5/25)
Category: Music
pretty handsome awkward- the used brick by boring brick- paramore the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage- panic! at the disco la devotee- panic! at the disco ain’t it fun- paramore house of wolves- my chemical romance circles- pierce the veil ginasfs- fall out boy northern downpour- panic! at the disco » Continue Reading
best friends, ex friends til the end (may 1/25)
Category: Life
holy shit she texted me. she texted me first. like unprovoked. she hasn’t texted me first in months. i saw the message in my notifications and i felt such a weight lifted off my shoulders, but also simultaneously like everything around me just crumbled to the ground. i haven’t responded. i’ll wait. she doesn’t respond immediately so i won’t either. fuck this is insane. anyway glad we held onto may... » Continue Reading
apr 25 2025 life update
Category: Life
i’ve accepted the fact that if i’m going to be friends with them then i’ll have to put in the most effort. that’s just how some friendships are. but i can’t lose them. i haven’t talked to them in two weeks and these two weeks have been hell. genuine depression central. so i’ll just coordinate all our hangouts and check in on them and send them reels that remind me of them. it’s okay. i’m okay. it’... » Continue Reading
heartbreak
Category: Life
i pinned our messages on instagram the second i downloaded the app so i could see them every time i opened it. but now that we don’t talk anymore, i still see our messages first. however i can’t bring myself to unpin our chat. so ill just stare at your profile picture and wait for you to text me. you won’t. you posted a story today with another friend. our friend. that isn’t me. you were at the ma... » Continue Reading
i’m tired
Category: Life
the only thing i can think of to start this is by saying how much a hate them both. but that would be a lie. you don’t text people you hate asking if you’re still friends. you don’t apologize to people you hate for trying so hard to have what we used to have. you don’t scroll back in your messages with people you hate and wonder what you did wrong. they said it’s okay. they said they’re sorry for ... » Continue Reading
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a new religion (mar 14/25)
Category: Writing and Poetry
the summer previous the one that you and i shared a new religion was created one that idolizes a goddess one that follows specific virtues and ideals one that worships you and i may be the only subscriber to this faith but i pray to you every night begging and pleading for you to answer me for you to hold me in your holy arms for you to take away all my sorrows for you to cherish me the way i do y... » Continue Reading
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so much (for) stardust (mar 11/25)
Category: Life
i’m gonna call my ex boyfriend j on here. i think i’ve said his name before but i probably shouldn’t. jst for like privacy yk. we agreed to stay friends but he barely spoke a word to me yesterday. and yeah i know he probably is upset but like he knows no one will talk to me if he doesn’t cuz all my friends were his friends first. so it was jst like rlly quiet and lonely yesterday. it’s so weird. t... » Continue Reading
darling, i don't know if i'm going to be okay (mar 7/25)
Category: Life
i thought about olivia penpraze again and i got really sad. i watched the video she made and got even sadder. is this what my family would feel like if i killed myself? sometimes i think about that but then i remember that that would be the only thing that would get them to feel anything about me. why won't they pay attention to me? my siblings have autism, adhd, and other disabilities and i get t... » Continue Reading
i don't love you like i did yesterday (mar 7/25)
Category: Life
i broke up with my boyfriend. about half an hour ago. i realized i didn't see him romantically and just wanted to be friends. why can't i differentiate romantic and platonic feelings? i always just end up hurting others and myself. i'm trying to hard to make this like pete wentz's livejournal. i can't help it. pete wentz's livejournal is the most poetic and true thing i've seen. w » Continue Reading
sugar-mint
Category: Writing and Poetry
apologize to me with sugar-mint kisses your words are too bittersweet for me hold my hand and look away, cuz baby that’s just business be with me in awkward company periwinkle peaking through your bedroom window october slips away through the cracks of the mirror stare into my eyes as you would the sun light the match up, watch them all burn don’t ask where the rhyme seen went idk either » Continue Reading
what if i can't forget you? (11/02/25)
Category: Life
today was tiring. i accidently got to school at like 7:50 am and it was so early and i hated it. got to hand with my boyfriend though. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. still crazy. he's so sweet. we're going to the mall on valentine's day. i'm excited. also i found out he made a playlist about me and it's like 90% fall out boy. he makes me want to actually go to school. it's weird. it's nice. i baked cookies f... » Continue Reading