"i thought i loved you, it’s just how you looked in the light."
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Category: Friends
please dni: -the basics (racists, homophobes, abelists, etc) -trumpies -proshippers (find a better coping mechanism, you're future pedophiles because lord knows none of you are over 14 years of age.) -terfs -if you think trans guys can be lesbians -cream cheese enjoyers. /j -people who will tell me "it's not that deep" (IT IS.) -i don't care how old you are just don't be weird pls -if we have lite... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
i slept with someone in fall out boy and all i got was this stupid sing written about me - fall out boy what a catch donnie - fall out boy don't you know who i think i am? - fall out boy get busy living or get busy dying - fall out boy allie - patrick stump let's cheers to this - sleeping with sirens (one of those) crazy girls - paramore fences - paramore tell me it's okay - paramore mercenary - p... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
every song i’ve ever written has been about you. even if i don’t mean it to be, the words i sing still have that aftertaste of seeing you everyday for a summer straight and lip gloss that’s been shared with you one too many times. i’ll write song after song and still, you seem to haunt my pen as i desperately try to scribble out any word that reminds me of you. it’s unfair to anyone new i’ve met b... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
there’s been something seriously wrong lately. tears i’d fight at thanksgiving dinner from my allergies to the dogs are suddenly tears i’m fighting because i want to go home. but i am home. i’m sitting at my dinner table, my mom to my left and my aunt to my right, my baby cousin crawling under the table, and suddenly i want to go home. nothing tastes the same anymore and i feel sick with want and ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i used to always just open a new blog post with absolutely no plan as to what i was gonna say. i don't do that now, however, and i deleted most of the ones in which i did. but i'm bored and too lazy to think of a structure, so i'm just winging it tonite boyz. look at me being more spontaneous and shit. one day i'm gonna be all famous (because i will not accept a life any less than that. if it ends... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
no apology i've ever given has felt better than hurting you watching you crawl back to me making me your choice to choose you said you were angry and you said you were hurt the final thing we can agree on is your blood staining my shirt maybe finally you'll understand what it feels like to be me but get the fuck out of my shoes i'm reclaiming your apathy » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
you're witty and psychosomatic, symptoms aggravated by mental dramatizations that will never lack supply there's an itching in my tendons, one that's telling me to run but another in my heart that's telling me we've just begun and i can't feel my fingers same way i can't feel your love every day's a ball and chain, a game of push and shove so write me one more hook, another twist, another scene bu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
happy 25/25!! i know this happens twelve times in the year but shush i just noticed it now. today was weird. i was on instagram live drawing and this one person in my chat was asking questions like "have you ever sold drugs" and another person was telling me about their dead grandmother who wasn't actually dead i don't think??? anyhow it was just really uncomfortable. i don't think i'll go on thei... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
contrary to popular belief i'm actually trying really hard not to relapse. so i'm trying to distract myself. hence why i'm typing this. i'm awfully sad tonight. my best friend was with her boyfriend again today and my online friends live close to each other and hung out and i'm in a totally different country. i just kinda wish people wanted to hang out with me. i don't think i'm always the one ask... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
the alternative title to this is "i hate you for leaving me here" but i felt that was a bit harsh. i still think it, however. i do hate you for leaving me here and going on and being so happy without me. you understand i can't live without you, right? and that truly i have no purpose if not to see you smile? well, i guess that's not right. i have someone else, someone who would never dream of aban... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
so there went half my summer only seeing you and you only seeing me. i love you. not romantically, i don't think i'm capable of loving anyone like that, but from the bottom of my heart, i love you. every time i think of you it's like i'm back in sylvan and i'm swimming with the minnows. i wish you could have gone with me, it would have been less lonely with you. hopefully this august you will. i w... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
dear my sweetest jackrabbit you were cruel i will admit grind your teeth and throw a fit you're still a habit i won't quit i'm so angry i can't breathe i still see your eyes i » Continue Reading
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