best friends, ex friends til the end (may 1/25)

holy shit she texted me. she texted me first. like unprovoked. she hasn’t texted me first in months. i saw the message in my notifications and i felt such a weight lifted off my shoulders, but also simultaneously like everything around me just crumbled to the ground. i haven’t responded. i’ll wait. she doesn’t respond immediately so i won’t either. fuck this is insane.

anyway glad we held onto may. was genuinely debating ending it two days ago but didn’t lol. imagine i did two days before may