letter to my alstroemeria

so there went half my summer only seeing you and you only seeing me. i love you. not romantically, i don't think i'm capable of loving anyone like that, but from the bottom of my heart, i love you. every time i think of you it's like i'm back in sylvan and i'm swimming with the minnows. i wish you could have gone with me, it would have been less lonely with you. hopefully this august you will.

i wanna relapse. everything. you're not doing much better than me, i've gathered. i don't want you to be alone so i'll do it for you, because i love you. 

do you know what alstroemerias represent? bonds that are beyond romantic connection. that's why i think it's fitting for you. you are my alstroemeria.

your minnow,

ray.