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Category: Life
holy shit she texted me. she texted me first. like unprovoked. she hasn’t texted me first in months. i saw the message in my notifications and i felt such a weight lifted off my shoulders, but also simultaneously like everything around me just crumbled to the ground. i haven’t responded. i’ll wait. she doesn’t respond immediately so i won’t either. fuck this is insane. anyway glad we held onto may... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i’ve accepted the fact that if i’m going to be friends with them then i’ll have to put in the most effort. that’s just how some friendships are. but i can’t lose them. i haven’t talked to them in two weeks and these two weeks have been hell. genuine depression central. so i’ll just coordinate all our hangouts and check in on them and send them reels that remind me of them. it’s okay. i’m okay. it’... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i pinned our messages on instagram the second i downloaded the app so i could see them every time i opened it. but now that we don’t talk anymore, i still see our messages first. however i can’t bring myself to unpin our chat. so ill just stare at your profile picture and wait for you to text me. you won’t. you posted a story today with another friend. our friend. that isn’t me. you were at the ma... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
the only thing i can think of to start this is by saying how much a hate them both. but that would be a lie. you don’t text people you hate asking if you’re still friends. you don’t apologize to people you hate for trying so hard to have what we used to have. you don’t scroll back in your messages with people you hate and wonder what you did wrong. they said it’s okay. they said they’re sorry for ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
the summer previous the one that you and i shared a new religion was created one that idolizes a goddess one that follows specific virtues and ideals one that worships you and i may be the only subscriber to this faith but i pray to you every night begging and pleading for you to answer me for you to hold me in your holy arms for you to take away all my sorrows for you to cherish me the way i do y... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i’m gonna call my ex boyfriend j on here. i think i’ve said his name before but i probably shouldn’t. jst for like privacy yk. we agreed to stay friends but he barely spoke a word to me yesterday. and yeah i know he probably is upset but like he knows no one will talk to me if he doesn’t cuz all my friends were his friends first. so it was jst like rlly quiet and lonely yesterday. it’s so weird. t... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i broke up with my boyfriend. about half an hour ago. i realized i didn't see him romantically and just wanted to be friends. why can't i differentiate romantic and platonic feelings? i always just end up hurting others and myself. i'm trying to hard to make this like pete wentz's livejournal. i can't help it. pete wentz's livejournal is the most poetic and true thing i've seen. w » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
apologize to me with sugar-mint kisses your words are too bittersweet for me hold my hand and look away, cuz baby that’s just business be with me in awkward company periwinkle peaking through your bedroom window october slips away through the cracks of the mirror stare into my eyes as you would the sun light the match up, watch them all burn don’t ask where the rhyme scheme went idk either » Continue Reading
Category: Life
got the title from hold me like a grudge by fall out boy. i adore fall out boy. if you couldn’t tell by my pfp and layout and instagram and tiktok and personality. i didn’t eat until like 6:00 pm today and i was really hungry but i was at my dad’s house and i was too scared to get food cuz like its not my house yk. like it’s my dad’s house, it’s not my home. i was just a guest. so i just starved. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i don’t want to hear your voice and your probably don’t want to hear mine either that’s why i don’t sing my own songs because i know you’re listening and you know i’m writing about you » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i took a buzzfeed quiz that this morning that guessed my emo celebrity crush. i got patrick stump. it was correct. there was a question in it that went along the lines of “describe yourself in one word” and one of the answers was blatherskite . blatherskite - noun a person who talks at great length without making much sense. if that doesn’t describe me then i don’t kn » Continue Reading
Category: Life
aita for making my friends think i killed myself i (15f) texted my 2 best friends (both 15f) in our group chat “i love you guys” and put my phone on airplane mode so they would think im committing suicide i thought it would be funny to phrase that as a reddit post, forgive me but now i’m really starting to think i’m like psychotic or something do people do that? surely not. they’ve been distant fo... » Continue Reading
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