rambles...

i used to always just open a new blog post with absolutely no plan as to what i was gonna say. i don't do that now, however, and i deleted most of the ones in which i did. but i'm bored and too lazy to think of a structure, so i'm just winging it tonite boyz. look at me being more spontaneous and shit.

one day i'm gonna be all famous (because i will not accept a life any less than that. if it ends up that way i will be nothing but an obituary and a bad chapter to most.) and people are gonna find these blogs and bulletins and they'll find my fanfics and probably get made fun of... oh well. i have no one to talk to about my interests so i take to the internet. i love my best friend sosososoososossoososoosososososoosos much but we're like polar opposites. well, i guess opposites attract. and i don't have many other friends who i think like me anyway. i know avery likes me tho cuz she tells me all the time!! avery is my bsf bee tee dubs. also i'm starting a petition to start using bee tee dubs like we use oh em gee. or at least i use oh em gee. maybe i'm just crazy tho.

i get to see avery tmrw actually!!1 i'm supes excited cuz she said she has something to tell me (not bad!! she has ehat she calls texting drama and in person drama and this is in person drama!! she always leaves me in anticipation tho...) and i'm waiting sooo hard to hear it. i'm losing my mind a little cuz it's apparently BIG drama. we're going to the mall and to the thrift stores around the mall and i'm soososoososos excited cuz even tho i was just at the mall with jade on friday (it's tuesday) i get to see avery!!! avery if u ever get spacehey and see this ILYYYY

wow there's so many wiggly red lines under my slang words... let me use tho and tonite!!!!!

alright boyz, it's 9:00 pm so yk what that means!! doom scrolling hour! (that's every hour to me but shush...)

xoxo

ray