I think I freaking nailed this blog title. Anyways before I get into it: I'm going to resume Midnight Sun. I just needed a break because it was so boring and Edward was annoying. But I promise to get back to it at some point in the nearest future. Okay so I don't know how many of you know this but I got a new cover artist and she is the freaking best!! I've been expanding it writing comics and I... » Continue Reading
Midnight Sun has been awful. I hate to admit this but sometimes I see myself in Bella a teeny bit. At least in her trauma responses. I was a major people pleaser and it wore me down. I wasn't selfless I was just scared. All the time. I also see my ex-mom in how Bella is written in both Midnight Sun and Twilight. She has this false humility and arrogance that just feels like nails on a chalkboard. ... » Continue Reading
This chapter starts kind of abruptly. We are introduced to a vampire named Tanya who has a bit of a crush on Edward and has been making some advances on him. » Continue Reading
Chapter 1 The Good It is interesting seeing how Stephanie used Edwards mind reading. I liked the bit where he talked about being relieved the name "Edward" went out of style because whenever people thought the name "Edward" he would turn. I thought that was a cool little tidbit. I liked getting a glimpse into the other Cullens minds. Alice got some really g » Continue Reading
Oh my god I haven't even gotten past page 1 and I already have so many thoughts! Page one starts with Edward lamenting about how much he hates high school. If he hates it so much why does he go? If they really NEED that much of a complicated cover story for their lives why don't they just say they're homeschooled? It would be so much safer for everyone involved. I don't understand why they need s... » Continue Reading
Complex PTSD sucks. I've been going through a lot of painful healing. One of the things that have been on my mind lately has been how people supported my abusers, particularly my ex-mom. I'm not talking about friends, family and teachers. They were most of her backup but so were hair stylists and people who worked in retail. Melody (ex-mom) was OBSESSED with how I looked. She always wanted me to ... » Continue Reading
LOTS OF SPOILERS!!! Here is the link to my book on Amazon if you want it: https://www.amazon.com/Death-Soul-R-I-Polsgrove/dp/B08JB7MF6D/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1612059132&sr=8-3 ******************* » Continue Reading